Comments | holyfollower: to my anonymous

holyfollower

to my anonymous

Aug 25, 2004 15:37

ok where to begin...on you say you dont want to pull anyone down with you and you dont want them to be part of your ending chapter because it will only hurt them but what do you say to a person who has been a part of your life the whole time, that you just brushed off and left on the side, just so that they could watch your life go by and wish ( Read more... )

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anonymous August 25 2004, 17:31:44 UTC

I can tell u one thing, the last thing i want to here about is god, jesus, the church, or nething like that... jesus isnt here today

to the other anonymous anonymous August 27 2004, 06:50:50 UTC

JESUS is here today!! He IS ALIVE... it's scary to me that you believe there's a God, believe in a heaven and a hell and you're CHOOSING Hell... Have you read anything about how horrible hell is? And you want that for ETERNITY?!?!! It baffles me. The thing is, Jesus never promised us a trouble free life. In fact, He guarantee's there will be sorrow. What He does promise is to give you the strength to get through everything. All He asks is that you love Him and seek to serve Him in everything you do. It's worth it. Everything else is meaningless. God is life- the reason for it and the only thing that will get you through extreme sorrow.

Re: to the other anonymous anonymous August 28 2004, 00:07:24 UTC

fuck god, i love how all of you are so ready to preach to me about shit, when u have no idea what i am dealing with...i think if u all really had any sort of grasp on reality... and what life is truly like... u might look a little bit differently at my situation... here i am.. a guy who devotes almost an entire year of his life, to the one he thought was the love of his life... only to find that she never really loved him... what ever her motive was to stay with him, well i cant really cant say.. i am still in the dark on that one myself... anyway.. u think u've all found the truth, the answer... u've found "christ"...what u have really found is just another way of dealing with the life u have been dealt, i would rather sit here and suffer than lie to myself and say " hey everything is A.O.k. because jesus loves me and everything happens for a reason" i dont give a fuck if u are all jaded enough to actually believe that ur so called god who "loves" you would put u through a living hell... where everyday u sit and wonder how much ( ... )

Re: to the other anonymous anonymous August 30 2004, 07:03:21 UTC

You didn't even read what I said before you fired back one ridiculous cuss word after another.
I NEVER said and neither did the owner of the journal that you're supposed to sit back and say life is A.O.k. I actually said that I know there is DEEP SORROW in life.
You're so bent on feeling sorry for yourself you can't see past YOU.

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u crack me up... anonymous September 2 2004, 19:13:04 UTC

Elithia you talk like your all into god now right? Well does god permit you to go to partys and get trashed...does he....NO! and does god permit you to makeout and mess around with random guys...cough cough Kevin..NO i dont think so..you talk like you are this perfect person who doesnt sin guess again dear you are just like every other normal person... so seriously hun who are you trying to fool because you are not fooling me one bit..U are pshyco one example you liked a guy and you were like ohhh hes too church going and blah but then you liked another guy and you were like hes not a church boy so i dont want him? what is that huh? you are messed up in the head seriously and you need help... and when you do ill write back to you maybe..

Re: u crack me up... holyfollower September 3 2004, 12:07:26 UTC

omg u act like you know me you dont. ok yeah ive done bad things like party and drink and been trashed once and worn scanky cloths, ive never once said that i wasnt with out sin, trust me i know i have sinned plently in fact i sin every single day but what you dont know is on my missouri trip i reached salavation and i have been rebaptized and i havent had a drink in almost 3 months, but you cant judge me only God can...but while we are saying our mess-ups lets call you on yours...you have sex before you are married, you have done drugs, you drink, you curse like there is no tomorrow, you have messed around with different girls in your life, you lie, etc...and about what i want in a guy hmmm well the church guy he was great but we ended up just being friends, then the non-church boys are fun but in the long run they are after only one thing and thats what you were after and thats sex, well they arent gonna get it so that doesnt work out but your girl cheated on you and lied about it twice and you would lie where you were and where you ( ... )

and the truth comes out... anonymous September 4 2004, 23:42:08 UTC

hey its josh.......but that wasnt me who pointed out the bad things about u in that other post...it was a friend who happened to read this and felt the urge to say something... in fact i dont think i have really ever said nething too too bad about u... nice to see how u really feel about me though, i can see all the other things u say are lies...i dont know what ur whole head game was here (u seem to like those) but u were the one who contacted me, told me to read the things u put on here... and i am getting bitched at & judged... after coming here at ur request? (i guess whatever u fill u free time with is fine..if u wanna say shit about me thats fine)...u say these things about how u basically wanna start a relationship again or that we even still have a relationship or friendship of some kind and its completely outta the blue...( honestly when was the last time we had talked before ne of this came up?)and then when im not all gung ho about it at first because i just gotten out of a seriously twisted relationship u wanna completely ( ... )

Re: and the truth comes out... holyfollower September 7 2004, 13:03:40 UTC

ok i found out today that you didnt write those things and i am sorry for saying them, i said those things just to get back at you for saying the things that i thought you wrote, and i am sorry. your whole last thing is basically true...i do put up a "front" to others and make them think that im ok and my life is good becuase honestly why would they care if it wasnt and about my problems, im not gonna let people know how i feel honeslty when i can pretend to be happy and in turn that makes them happy. yeah i told you to read all this and i didnt want it to get out of hand like this, after you started raggin on my youth leader and God i got really mad and i totally took it in the wrong direction and again i am sorry for that. i never said i was gonna break up with charlie, i told you to read this before we were together...i relize you and i have problems i dont see the ones we had but i know we have some well a lot now and i get that you dont want to be friends b/c honestly i cant blame you i havent made things easy for you in the ( ... )

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