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Self loathing
FUCK!
it must suck to be a middle american. Ive been so tense lately my jaw is sore from it being clenched so tight for so long. I cant figure out what is real anymore and what is in my head. Has it all been made up over these years? I despise getting hooked on something that I'm not sure is realy there. My life will not go according to plan, ( Read more... ) -
and the other shoe drops
kinda had a shitty week...( kinda. ) -
week of wonder, where will it end?
im wondering if this is fading and fleeting especially if it isnt realy there. Ok enough of that crazy thinking...This week has been pretty rad. Got fed donettes on monday all Jabba the Hutt style on monday thanks to the local underage girls at Kirby's... Ruined a pair of expensive leather pants, and they werent even mine...Aparently Mr. Maroney ( Read more... ) -
Im NAUGHTY
DANGER reading these results may let you know a little too much about me but if ya know me ya probably know most of this shit anyways.
Your Ultimate Purity Score Is... CategoryYour Score Average Self-Lovin'11.7%
I wouldn't shake hands, if I were you 65.1%Shamelessness52.4%
It takes a couple of drinks 79.4% Sex Drive 47.4%
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Life has worn me down
ive relapsed from my sobriety...Alcohol, i dunno...all i still know is that im still misunderstood and confused. I cant tell if i am light attracted to the darkness or the darkness looking to corrupt the light. All i know is that i want for impossible or improbable things. fryhyju ya thats someone elses contribution to my random thoughts, Im a ( Read more... ) -
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Ive realized im horribly misunderstood as well as horribly confused, right along with the rest of the world. -
supervillian giant
heres the wacky supervillian i am
i just have a hankering for blowin shit up and a problem with authority....
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Now that ive hit bottom i got nowhere to go but up
I feel very fuckin optimistic about my situation in life now. I feel very free. I have been sober for a solid month now. I have made a conscious decision to be less crazy than I had become. I needed to turn the volume of my life down a bit. At first sobriety sucked but dealing with all the raw pain I was dealing with, instead of dulling it ( Read more... )
