so today is kerry's birthday.

and tomorrow is mine.

i'm going to be 18.

finally.

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it's such a nice day today ( Read more... )

i don't know why but i'm really happy right now.
like, i just got off the phone with my mom and we were fighting.
but she still said i could go out tonight.
maybe that's why i'm happy.
and i'm going to be hanging out with AJ and stacey.
it's been awhile since i've seen stacey.
lol.

and i'm turning 18 on sunday.
it's gonna be chill.

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so nadine just sent me all the eisley songs that she has over AIM ( Read more... )

ok so maybe i was a little too harsh.
i know she can't help it if she has plans.
she just didn't need to put it that way.

i don't need to be selfish.
i just need to be me.

and if no one likes it,
oh well.
i'll be alone then.

i'd rather be alone than not be what i am.

so what am i to do ( Read more... )

so before work yesterday i smoked with chrys three times.
then last night i had two massive bowls after work.
again, with chrys.

when i woke up this morning i had another two huge ones with chrys.
and i didn't realize until now that i'm a huge stoner.
but whatever.
it's my life.
and it's not effecting my work at alli wore makeup today ( Read more... )

they call kids like us vicious and carved out of stone.
but for what we've become, we just feel more alone.
always weigh what I've got against what I left...

so it's decided.
from now on, you shall only go as Chrysanthemum.
Chrys for short.
i love her.
she rocks.
no.
she rawks.

last night after work the parents were gone ( Read more... )

hottie adam just IMed me.
that's pretty random.

i like his font.
and his face.