you know what's such a bummer? when you think you have 1 cigarette left, and you come to realize that you actually don't. i was excited to smoke my very last one, so i grabbed my pack, opened it and there was nothing in there. and i'm broke, so that makes it even worse. whatever! maybe if i quit i could avoid problems like these.

ryan and i went to that show at the modified tonight. it was pretty sweet. the girl who was opening had such an amazing voice. i don't remember her name, though. i wasn't too into the swedish band. the lead singer was soo good looking, but not good looking enough to keep me in that hot ass room filled with smelly people. it was SO hot in there. air ( Read more... )

i'm in a great mood, and i'm sort of drunk. we all played kick ball, and i whooped some serious ass. really. i did. you'd all be very impressed with my elite kick ball skillz. i don't know why i ever stopped hanging out with these kids.


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700 800 dollars to fix my car. no way i have money for that. i really, really fucked my mom over. this sucks.

tonight was so good. i saw a lot of old olllldddd faces and had some of tasha's 15 year old rum. i was driving to pick up geoff, and i went to the wrong house. such a waste of gas, by the way. he's lived in 300 different fucking houses, how was i supposed to remember which one it was?! it's alright though, because once i found him, we rocked out to ( Read more... )

i just got new brakes a month or two ago, and they're already fucked. metal on metal. it sounds like an angry monster even if i slightly break. this blowwwwws!

on my way to hollywood video i almost hit two little dogs. i was making a left and the two of them ran up and stood right in front of my car. i was kind of in the middle of the road, so i started to panic. they started running around it and when they were on each side, i managed to get out of there. i would have helped them out, but like i said, i ( Read more... )

yesterday was an alright day. rachael and i found 30 more dollars in coins. go us! we went out to lunch, bought a few awesome things, and put gas in my car. my lungs were dead by the time i got home, though. they were feeling pretty tight ( Read more... )

i basically told my mom everything that i've done over the past year. the bad things. or, a bad thing.. i guess. i planned on telling her when i was 30, but things just didn't work out that way. she's not upset. things are good between us.

she bought me a 110 dollar purse for my birthday. it's really fucking gorgeous.

ummm..