Well. I'm not fucking either of the twins or nicole either, so I guess I'm out of their fucking crowd too huh? But then Dan's not fucking Jeff or Nicole so I guess he's out too. Where have I heard this entire entry before.... Oh that's right! Saturday night. When Dan exploded in his rants because I forced him to. Don't think they're better than you. Jeff's too dumb to give a fuck and Dan's still fighting his parents. Don't look at me as an example, my parents hate me and would rather see me out on the streets whoring myself away then here. And don't look at Rikki because her parents are hippies and she's always been free to do as she pleases. I won't even go to Monica's mum. So I guess everyone has different parental situations, it depends on how you get raised.... I figure you hate yerself and find yerself "worthless" (Yer not and I refuse to let you win) because yer parents raised you to act that way. Checkis, he's a good friend by now, he was raised just like that too and was just as you are back in 8th grade. Now he's
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Im not even sure my parents are at all to blame- what's worthless about me is my own. What I hate about myself I can contain and live with; maybe someday I'll get some therapy or medication or something, but until then I can live a decent life as I am. Dan's the one with the issues because his parents cause a tangible problem in his life. Feel free to rant back, but I dont have any distinct need to move out of my happy little comfort zone.
Medications? You've got to be kidding... I've been on them, don't go on them! They make you... I dunno, crazy! Weird! You're not yourself on medication! Medication is just to cover up a problem that should actually be dealt with. Oh, and if you ever DO get put on meds don't go cold turkey if you want to stop!!! Dizzy, stomach aches, unbalanced, and aggression may follow! As mine did... lol
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