it would probably help

[homedrinking]

my sense of sanity to stop thinking of myself as "playing normal" and start just thinking of it as "being" normal. Whatever normal is. Last night I had a perfectly lovely evening hanging out with P & his boyfriend & a couple of his friends down in foggy, artsy Venice - a more moneyed, sedate conversation evening than I'm used to, but rewarding

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[misinsatiable]

It will become natural at some point. You probably won't even notice when really. It will probably be uneventful and not be at all like what you expect it to feel like.

I have come to accept that I just will never be that clean. Almost every friend I have has a house that seems less filled with clutter and they ALL have more kids than me. Sigh. Although I do think my home is both a show place and a nest and I kinda think yours is too.

[beatsoul]

in lak'ech a la kin

[homedrinking]

now there's lipstick on my mirror...

[chreebomb]

Those kinds of homes freak me out too. Like, does anyone LIVE here?!