There is a name to me now that symbolizes eternal beauty and innocence, that makes my heart beat more slowly and my soul feel at ease. It represents everything I never thought I'd find, just at the point in my life where my spirit seemed broken and each day seemed to be an identical grind toward nothing substantial. (Then, my struggle ceased to ( Read more... )

It seems as though when you think you've hit rock bottom...you're very likely to be wrong.

All the guy/friend problems seem pretty petty now.

I am trying to focus on the wisdom of my last entry. I'm trying to give love where it's deserved, not worry, and give all my problems to God.

But it's very hard. My brother ran away.

...there's nowhere to go but up ( Read more... )

I enjoy Suburbia only when it is dormant ( Read more... )

As I've been cleaning out the journal lately, planning on getting the entries I care about and moving them onto my hard drive so that I can delete the journal entirely (just growing up, I guess), I just wanted to say that I've been digging through my email folders, and there are just three of you that have your names on such folders. I will never ( Read more... )

We were eating at a restaurant--she, you, and I were. (Was that grammatically correct? I feel bewildered this morning ( Read more... )

I know everyone saw the news today, so I'll spare you the details ( Read more... )

...but ( Read more... )

We're all being brainwashed, very gradually, to believe something other than the simple truth ( Read more... )

Moose and I "broke up" this morning. I don't even know if you could call it that. We were getting close, but I didn't feel secure enough in it to make it exclusive. I just wasn't feeling it. There were trust issues that I wasn't getting past, respect issues...and family issues. He had more concern with owning me than respecting me, but only ( Read more... )