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i dislike today.
i'm bored with studying french.
rather, je m'ennuie avec étudier le français.
but i gotta keep going. midterm in on wednesday.
bah.
x. I am: done
x. I want: to go to sleep
x. I have: too much time on my hands
x. I wish: it were late august
x. I hate: that picture over there *points
x. I miss: brennan
x. I hear: the sound of me typing and the doves
x. I search: for a way to memorize how to congugate all those damn french verbs
x. I wonder: why some people are the way they are.
x. I regret: very little. but there is this one thing/person
x. I love: more things than i realized
x. I ache: in my head.
x. I always: fuck things up. (wait, i haven't done that in a while..) okay, i always paint my toenails black (my god, they're teal). do the normal thing (who the hell am i kidding?)
x. I am not: my parents little girl anymore.
x. I dance: rarely. i usually make a fool of myself when i do.
x. I sing: constantly. and fairly well, if the rumors are to be believed.
x. I cry: when i have a nervous collapse/anxiety attack. and at the end of moulin rouge.
x. I am not always: who you think i am. but then again, sometimes i am.
x. I write: crap. or not at all. at least lately.
x. I win: at the "who can mumble the least comprehendable series of noises yet mean it as an acutal sentence" game and the illogic game.
x. I lose: my head over a stylish sweet intelligent musician who smells good.
x. I confuse: the pronunciation of "j" and "g." and that goddamn french alphabet doesn't help. the pronounce their "j"s gee and their "g"s jay. what the hell?
x. I should: work on homework and get some sleep.
x. Three things you are often complimented for: my eyes, my hair, my taste in clothes (sometimes)
x. You get embarrassed when: i say something even more completely retarded than usual. and when a certain lapse of my judgment is brought up.
x. What upsets you: zits and my mother. and my dad, come to think of it. and the fact that time goes way too slowly half the time and the other half of the time i'm heading toward death by french
x. You keep a diary: a few online. most that people can read, one or two that no one does.
x. You have a secret you have not shared with anyone: i'm actually not entirely sure if there's anything that no one knows. there are several things that one, maybe two know.
x. You set your watch a few minutes ahead: sometimes, but i've been trying to make myself be on time with the right time on the clock.
x. You bite your fingernails: very very rarely
x. You believe in love: very much so.
x. The person of the oposite sex u know: um. i'm not entirely sure what that means.
x. The weirdest person you know: wow. melinda, audra, justin, brenn.. pretty much all of my closest friends are incredably weird.
x. The loudest person you know: ma soeur
x. Your closest friends: in alphabetical order... brennan, carol, justin, melinda
x. Most boring teacher: my math teacher from last semester. i honestly don't have a clue what his name is.
What is?
x. Your most overused phrase: no way. seriously(?). holy crap. oh my freaking god. quite.
x. Last image/thought you go to sleep with: it vairies. usually that picture of me and brenn that i have by my bed.
x. Your best feature: physcially, i'd have to go with the hair or the eyes. non-physically, i have no freaking clue, ask those who know me well.
x. Inside joke: (a sampling from many many people, many many years) "we are still talking about the fruit, right?" "get your own box." "roar, i'm a lion." "i love you a thousand red m&m's, i love you a thousand sweedish fish."
x. Take a shower everyday: nope
x. Have a (any) crush (es): well, there is this one guy. but shh, don't tell him. ... oh wait. he knows. ;-)
x. Think you've been in love: think so
x. Want to get married: eventually
x. Want any tattoos/where?: several, in fact. a phoenix on my side, a back piece that i'm currently designing, maybe a bracelet, some sort of chest piece
x. Want any Piercing/where?: i think i'm done with piercings. well, maybe a few more in my ear, but that's it. i'm keeping my eyebrow and belly button pierced for a while though.
When you see this name you think of...
x. Ryan: from fourth grade. he said "bitchin" and i thought it was the coolest thing ever.
x. Stephanie: cartwright. seventh grade. she was weird.
x. Heather: i have no memories associated with that name
x. Aaron: my cousin. punk stole my birthday. good things he's cute.
x. Amy: bentz. ah, good times.
x. Eve: and adam
x. Jon: from french class. nice kid.
x. Alex: melinda's friend. except her name is alix.
x. Justin: whoa, too many thoughts at once. my brother and my exboyfriend are the first people that come to mind
x. Ricky: lake. i don't know. i got nothing.
x. Chris: angeles. i hope that kid is okay.
x. Jack: gallow (i'm watching just shoot me)
Screen Names: that information is classified, bitches. if you don't know, and would like to, give me a holler and i may remedy it for you.
Sign: piecies
Hair Color: naturally, light brown ish
Current Hair Color: red
Favorites
Number: 87, 3
Color: grey
Day: thursday
Months: august, october
Song: currently, i think it'd have to be driftwood: a fairy tale by cursive. but it changes from day to day
Food: ew. um, seafood, i guess.
Seasons: autumn
Drink: water, apple cidar, strawberry/orange/pineapple juice (as long as it isn't in the sink. ha, another inside joke.)
Veggie: lettuce, carrots, corn
Preferences.......
Cuddle or make-out?: mm, both
Chocolate milk or hot chocolate?: hot chocolate
Milk, dark, or white chocolate?: milk or milk and white
Vanilla or chocolate?: chocolate, usually
In the last 24 hours have you...
Cried?: don't think so.
Helped someone?: i may have
Bought something?: actually, no
Gone to the movies? nope
Gone out for dinner? nope
Said I love you?: um, yeah, to parents
Written a real letter?: nope
Talked to an ex?: yes
Missed an ex?: no
Written in a journal?: just this
Had a serious talk?: perhaps. kind of.
Missed someone?: indeed
Hugged someone?: i've been hugged
Kissed someone?: no. (these questions are making me miss him even more. jerks.)
Fought with your parents?: nothing so blatent as "faught" but the subtlties are always there. blehg.
writer's block, go away!
i'm bored with studying french.
rather, je m'ennuie avec étudier le français.
but i gotta keep going. midterm in on wednesday.
bah.
x. I am: done
x. I want: to go to sleep
x. I have: too much time on my hands
x. I wish: it were late august
x. I hate: that picture over there *points
x. I miss: brennan
x. I hear: the sound of me typing and the doves
x. I search: for a way to memorize how to congugate all those damn french verbs
x. I wonder: why some people are the way they are.
x. I regret: very little. but there is this one thing/person
x. I love: more things than i realized
x. I ache: in my head.
x. I always: fuck things up. (wait, i haven't done that in a while..) okay, i always paint my toenails black (my god, they're teal). do the normal thing (who the hell am i kidding?)
x. I am not: my parents little girl anymore.
x. I dance: rarely. i usually make a fool of myself when i do.
x. I sing: constantly. and fairly well, if the rumors are to be believed.
x. I cry: when i have a nervous collapse/anxiety attack. and at the end of moulin rouge.
x. I am not always: who you think i am. but then again, sometimes i am.
x. I write: crap. or not at all. at least lately.
x. I win: at the "who can mumble the least comprehendable series of noises yet mean it as an acutal sentence" game and the illogic game.
x. I lose: my head over a stylish sweet intelligent musician who smells good.
x. I confuse: the pronunciation of "j" and "g." and that goddamn french alphabet doesn't help. the pronounce their "j"s gee and their "g"s jay. what the hell?
x. I should: work on homework and get some sleep.
x. Three things you are often complimented for: my eyes, my hair, my taste in clothes (sometimes)
x. You get embarrassed when: i say something even more completely retarded than usual. and when a certain lapse of my judgment is brought up.
x. What upsets you: zits and my mother. and my dad, come to think of it. and the fact that time goes way too slowly half the time and the other half of the time i'm heading toward death by french
x. You keep a diary: a few online. most that people can read, one or two that no one does.
x. You have a secret you have not shared with anyone: i'm actually not entirely sure if there's anything that no one knows. there are several things that one, maybe two know.
x. You set your watch a few minutes ahead: sometimes, but i've been trying to make myself be on time with the right time on the clock.
x. You bite your fingernails: very very rarely
x. You believe in love: very much so.
x. The person of the oposite sex u know: um. i'm not entirely sure what that means.
x. The weirdest person you know: wow. melinda, audra, justin, brenn.. pretty much all of my closest friends are incredably weird.
x. The loudest person you know: ma soeur
x. Your closest friends: in alphabetical order... brennan, carol, justin, melinda
x. Most boring teacher: my math teacher from last semester. i honestly don't have a clue what his name is.
What is?
x. Your most overused phrase: no way. seriously(?). holy crap. oh my freaking god. quite.
x. Last image/thought you go to sleep with: it vairies. usually that picture of me and brenn that i have by my bed.
x. Your best feature: physcially, i'd have to go with the hair or the eyes. non-physically, i have no freaking clue, ask those who know me well.
x. Inside joke: (a sampling from many many people, many many years) "we are still talking about the fruit, right?" "get your own box." "roar, i'm a lion." "i love you a thousand red m&m's, i love you a thousand sweedish fish."
x. Take a shower everyday: nope
x. Have a (any) crush (es): well, there is this one guy. but shh, don't tell him. ... oh wait. he knows. ;-)
x. Think you've been in love: think so
x. Want to get married: eventually
x. Want any tattoos/where?: several, in fact. a phoenix on my side, a back piece that i'm currently designing, maybe a bracelet, some sort of chest piece
x. Want any Piercing/where?: i think i'm done with piercings. well, maybe a few more in my ear, but that's it. i'm keeping my eyebrow and belly button pierced for a while though.
When you see this name you think of...
x. Ryan: from fourth grade. he said "bitchin" and i thought it was the coolest thing ever.
x. Stephanie: cartwright. seventh grade. she was weird.
x. Heather: i have no memories associated with that name
x. Aaron: my cousin. punk stole my birthday. good things he's cute.
x. Amy: bentz. ah, good times.
x. Eve: and adam
x. Jon: from french class. nice kid.
x. Alex: melinda's friend. except her name is alix.
x. Justin: whoa, too many thoughts at once. my brother and my exboyfriend are the first people that come to mind
x. Ricky: lake. i don't know. i got nothing.
x. Chris: angeles. i hope that kid is okay.
x. Jack: gallow (i'm watching just shoot me)
Screen Names: that information is classified, bitches. if you don't know, and would like to, give me a holler and i may remedy it for you.
Sign: piecies
Hair Color: naturally, light brown ish
Current Hair Color: red
Favorites
Number: 87, 3
Color: grey
Day: thursday
Months: august, october
Song: currently, i think it'd have to be driftwood: a fairy tale by cursive. but it changes from day to day
Food: ew. um, seafood, i guess.
Seasons: autumn
Drink: water, apple cidar, strawberry/orange/pineapple juice (as long as it isn't in the sink. ha, another inside joke.)
Veggie: lettuce, carrots, corn
Preferences.......
Cuddle or make-out?: mm, both
Chocolate milk or hot chocolate?: hot chocolate
Milk, dark, or white chocolate?: milk or milk and white
Vanilla or chocolate?: chocolate, usually
In the last 24 hours have you...
Cried?: don't think so.
Helped someone?: i may have
Bought something?: actually, no
Gone to the movies? nope
Gone out for dinner? nope
Said I love you?: um, yeah, to parents
Written a real letter?: nope
Talked to an ex?: yes
Missed an ex?: no
Written in a journal?: just this
Had a serious talk?: perhaps. kind of.
Missed someone?: indeed
Hugged someone?: i've been hugged
Kissed someone?: no. (these questions are making me miss him even more. jerks.)
Fought with your parents?: nothing so blatent as "faught" but the subtlties are always there. blehg.
writer's block, go away!