gredma, i miss you really bad. i want you to call me and actually get through to me. call my cellphone and maybe I will be around and have it on, if not leave me a voicemail please and let me know how i can get in touch with you. i don't know any people like you and i miss you really bad and i still love you even though we haven't talked since like february and i am glad you are allowing comments now. anyhow, i got my car back today so maybe we can do something if you are enabled.
"Cuz man I know we never get things right and it gets so old, saying we'll keep trying."- The Rocket Summer
From, Andrew Robert Shortall, the Calvary kid if you've forgotten me.
You've got me...
anonymous
July 10 2004, 15:40:44 UTC
"so now you bring me your bruises so i can oh and ah at the display maybe i'm supposed to make one of my famous jokes that makes everything ok maybe i'm supposed to be the handsome prince who rides up and unties your hands or maybe i'm supposed to be the furrow-browed friend who thinks she understands"- two little girls. ani d.
I love you very much, and I want to be there... you've got me- sharla
gredma, realizing you have no one is terrible. don't get too out of touch, you'll end up like me. and people will just see you as a shadow of what you were, and never bother to find out who you are now. they'll just imagine you as a taller version of how they knew you. find someone to know.
the odd thing is im kind of enjoying it. youve faded annie. only id still like to know who you are. youve left a lot of us behind, but you've got robert, so I guess thats a reason. i really dont have anyone & I really dont mind. eventually ill snap out of this. if not, ill have comfort in knowing this is only highschool, and it wont matter soon. its just that i feel like i dont even want to find anyone new. i think im lying to everyone. this must be what apathy feels like! oh god buddha.
Sorry to hear that Gredma..___xxjen_xxJuly 10 2004, 23:12:55 UTC
..& receiving constant verbal abuse from my folks. theres nothing i hate more than the fucking yelling. id rather get beaten. no one ever understands that, though..
I know what it's like.. And I understand that. Oh, you have no idea.
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it sucked so bad!@
after you guys left i had to sit in the fucking room for like 2 more hours by myself, it was horrible!
out of everyone, i'm glad i had this experience with you and jackie!
you guys are truly some tuff girls and i love you.
and don't worry about your birthday.. WE WILL KIDNAP YOU!$@$<3♥<3
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my parents just kept yelling and yelling
and all along i could only think
"is jessika still alone??"
gosh you're 1 tough cookie;
i love you.
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"Cuz man I know we never get things right and it gets so old, saying we'll keep trying."- The Rocket Summer
From,
Andrew Robert Shortall, the Calvary kid if you've forgotten me.
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no way ive forgotten you.
i wanted you to be in my 15 w/ danyel
still do, well...
e-mail me you cell#
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"so now you bring me your bruises
so i can oh and ah at the display
maybe i'm supposed to make one of my famous jokes that makes everything ok
maybe i'm supposed to be the handsome prince who rides up and unties your hands
or maybe i'm supposed to be the furrow-browed friend who thinks she understands"- two little girls. ani d.
I love you very much, and I want to be there... you've got me- sharla
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fluttery
i love you too.
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youve faded annie. only id still like to
know who you are. youve left a lot of us
behind, but you've got robert, so I guess thats
a reason. i really dont have anyone & I
really dont mind. eventually ill snap out of this.
if not, ill have comfort in knowing this is
only highschool, and it wont matter soon. its
just that i feel like i dont even want to
find anyone new. i think im lying to
everyone. this must be what apathy feels like!
oh god buddha.
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my folks. theres nothing i hate more than the fucking yelling. id rather
get beaten. no one ever understands that, though..
I know what it's like.. And I understand that. Oh, you have no idea.
♥
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i need to add you!
im sure you also understand the
sister carrie pressure! aha
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