I'm getting a strange, sad sense of pride
sitting in my living room
on this beautiful overcast day
drinking my first cup of coffee.

Tim brought me a pound of starbucks coffee
and bran muffins.
My mother says he's sweet on me.
It reminds me of the 1940's and I like that.

I'm sitting in my new living room
with Nelson
listening to the String Quartet
as he plays ( Read more... )

I thought there was love in
everything and everyone.

I'm so naive!

( I've been ghosting... )

And the raincoat that you wore
when it rained today,
I think it only made it rain more.
I think it only made it rain the more.

I'm happy that it's sunny today
but I'm really in the mood for a nice rainy day.
I don't really need to go out today
so I'd like a peaceful rainy day.

Cut and color tomorrow.

Or Wednesday.

I dunno.

I want to know what Tim thinks.

So I found an awesome armchair today.
This having no furniture thing was seriously killing me
so I hunted kijiji up and down, high and low
and behold! A tub chair!
And adorable!

I also got a HUGE bookshelf. I only hope my desk fits in my bedroom.
I'm more than a little nervous to have my mother over at my house
to help me re-organize it.
I want to make ( Read more... )

Overload in LJ wiritng I know,
but,

I just realized I hadn't written anything about Jason
since a long time ago..
like I wrote sporadically
but there was never anything about him...

Maybe (more than maybe) it's for the best
that this shit is over.

P.S.

I've lost 15 pounds.

and a pox on you, sir
and a pox on you, sir
and a pox on you, sir
and a pox on you, sir

what I need tonight's the real thing
I need the real thing tonight
yeah yeah yeah.

Oh livejournal...
you're like the other woman...
I always come back to you in the end.

You won't be coming back there
Before go, before you run away.

Randomly I can't stop listening to
The Yeah Yeah Yeahs,
IllScarlett,
and Daniel Wesley.

So Jason took the signed copy of this awesome ska cd
I got for him...
which is okay because I spent all this time
getting it ( Read more... )

I don't understand
but for some reason
whenever I'm depressed I starve myself.

Like, my stomach is growling
and it hurts
but the thought of putting food in my mouth
is making me nauseous.

I've lost ten pounds since last week.
I guess I've got something
to thank Jason for.
hah.

Actually we're kind of
doing that friend thing.
And it's not too bad...
but I'm ( Read more... )

All I can seem to do is cry.

I am motherfucking sick of heartbreak.