hey everyone. i found what i want to do with my life. if you would care to know call me. i am ending live journal, because it is for chicks and gossip. really lame. well i am off to bed. i am off to start my life. join me if you'd like.

always sendin love,
nick john

i hate sluts, i dont want to go to work. cuz i will have to talk to them. hopefully today i can do something when i get out of work. i doubt it. but i would love to see a couple people. like kelly. but she is like super busy with ____. and tanis has to work alot. joel works too much. and lisa, she is umm i dunno. so if anyone wants to hang out ( Read more... )

fishing is great i advise everyone to go fishing. fuck you. just kidding. love you. just kidding. ha bitches... i saw some really old friends. fucked your mom. nah not really. i wish i did. journals are gay. so is stress. so go fishing. oh yeah techfest is for ravers, and hack circles. radiohead. gaht gaht gaht gaht.... dave said. i am tan. can ( Read more... )

well i think i am loving it. i think i figured some stuff out. you know who is this nicest girl ever? kelly. bet you couldnt guess that. anyways. i learned some new stuff this weekend. how to make people think your an asshole for flipping out about nothing. we should respect mother earth. steak is really good tasting but it kills my stomach. goin ( Read more... )

i dont know what my fucking problem is but i am lost. i am gone. was i ever here? will i ever be? fuck school. fuck bass. fuck thinking. fuck no trust. fuck having no friends anymore. fuck being lonely. fuck my mom. fuck my house. fuck my car. fuck the u.s.a. fuck mustangs. fuck people who are there for only one reason. fuck the users. fuck this ( Read more... )

words can so be thrown around so easy. sometimes i dont know what is comin out of my mouth, as fucked up ass that sounds. im tryin ( Read more... )

i swear. my life right now is crazy. i am being pulled in so many directions. i cant sleep at night. i cant wake up. i feel like shit all the time. the only way i feel even close to normal is when i am with kelly. i love that girl so much. but i dont know how she feels totally ( Read more... )

right, i not no sleep and i am cranky. my mom makes me do all this work it is dumb. as soon as i got done i call kelly. phone is not on. so i wonder if we are still on for later.

maybe i should go forever

nicks journal.... wow this is weird... heh...nick and kelly are sittin on my moms bed eating really nasty looking nachos... it looks like vomit ( Read more... )

this weekend is lame already ( Read more... )