i wonder what everyone thinks of my moping like this. i am :S at myself too for this weakness. but be patient with me cos i dont think this will end anytime soon. or just skip reading my entries k? :)

i felt terribly lost today. i absolutely did not know what to do. it was my initial plan to go into johor on my own, but it just felt so pathetic ( Read more... )

ive been in thorough anti social mode these past few days. and thats because my heart and mind is preoccupied with one person and one person only.
i have no interest in any other, nor am i affected by any advances for there is only room for one in this heart. so to all whom it may concern, butt out. i will only have one, and no other.

Only you... ( Read more... )

i dont understand why time and again, relationships never work out for me.

yes, i am oversensitive, possessive, moody, ugly, needy, aggresive verging on bitchiness, and clingy.

but having found someone of the same kind (one in a million, mind you), there shouldn be a problem, should there?

cos i am sincere, sweet, sensitive, attentive, romantic, ( Read more... )

i think he is the most beautiful thing ever...
my gallant superman.
my lil optimus prime.
simply mine.

i love it when we're cruising together..

glorious days fade into colourless darkness. 
an empty nest awaits, devoid of sweet whispers.
listless waiting in wasted days.
as the snow storm melts to barren desert.

to hold you in my arms..

it really felt good to slap tt beach. she deserved it.

R-E-S-P-E-C-T
find out what it means to me

so the weeks of grueling worrying has come to an end. ive reached the end of my time in NUS. and with mixed feelings, i now have to gear up for my time in the working world.
though im superbly dreading the next half of my life, i am feeling v blessed, alhamdulillah. but if only my someone were around to share it with me.

but i mean nothing to you
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when all u wanted was somebody to care...

this sucks. i haven been going out. just waiting around the house, intending to be a supportive person. if im not around when needed, it'd be hell to pay. but now, making myself always around, it gets ridiculous cos im not needed. its always like tt. like taking a taxi. when ur not waiting for a taxi, there's alot. but when ur waiting for one, ( Read more... )

exams are over. but its not like the usual GOODBYE and fly all over the place in esctacy. its more like.. ok, its done. now what?

i shd have made a list of all the things i had wanted to do while i was suffering. but then, its too late.. wont have any exams to study for where the suffering is only for awhile. now, its gonna be on a permanent basis ( Read more... )