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[homo_pink]

not dead. just went away for a bit to bury myself under a pile of avoidance. somewhat effective. all finished responding to messages now, i think. if i've missed yours, please do point it out to me so that i can reply in a more timely manner. and so many many thanks for the love and concern from those who've tried poking me ♥

(BB explanation, for

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[ephermeralk]

hiiii. I'm infinitely glad + 8 that you did not die in a freak hail storm.

I thought about PMin you to make sure that you were O.K...but then I realized that probably fifty other people had just done so, and did not want to annoy your ever-so-lovely self.

Also. You say PWP like its a bad thing... I can't wait to read it, whenever you decide you'd like to share :D

Just happy that you're alive and feeling better.

♥ ♥

[homo_pink]

haha no, still alive and kicking.

♥ ♥ it felt like a bad thing, especially for big bang. big bang is like this mythical, perfect creature. it's a pink unicorn. you don't give soggy berries to a pink unicorn. and thanks so much for the kind words. ♥ ♥ hope you enjoyed your vacation!

[ephermeralk]

hahah. I'm pretty sure it's not a pink unicorn, and instead, a ball of stress and angst for everyone (I know I was close to burning mine before I posted). And you never know, those pink unicorns might get drunk off those (obviously) fermented soggy berries. :D

ugh. It's never fun to come back from Hawaii, mostly because it's always goddamn raining here. Oh well. Lots of fun and sushi was had, so that was delightful. Thanks!

♥

[fiercelynormal]

So happy you're feeling a bit better about things, my dear. I miss having you around! <33

[homo_pink]

♥ ♥ ♥ you

sometimes (often) i still think about how ridiculous i was throughout the whole ordeal and how much crazy you put up with from me and just can't thank you enough ♥

[fiercelynormal]

Pfft. You weren't crazy at all. And I loved what you did write and was privileged to be one of the few to see it *preens*

[meus_venator]

So happy to see your post, and that you're alive and in one piece. No BB posting date is worth this amount of angst or grief. It's supposed to be fun (but often it's just a lot of stress).

I would however like to correct your mistaken perception that you work is simply PWP.
In NO WAY is it simply PWP. There is more plot and thought in one paragraph of your stories that most people can muster in 100k. I actually think writing a tight well crafted 5k story is HARDER to do. Please cut yourself some well earned slack. You're a terrific writer and whatever way you want to show us your work is fine with me. * rubs hands * can't wait to read.
♥

[homo_pink]

indeed, you're right. i just panicked and then - couldn't do it. mental block or something. i get anxiety with certain things, but never usually this bad.

and it wasn't necessarily all PWP. it just felt like the sort of story that should have been. and when i tried injecting plot into it, it became too weird, and something that it wasn't. i'll have to pick it apart and rearrange things, but i do certainly intend to post. also, you're the sweetest. just so you know ♥ thanks so much for being so great

[big_heart_june]

hellooo you ♥♥ i always miss you and seeing your name pop up in notifications always gives me an immense thrill!! soo creepy lol. i'm soo very fucking sorry abt your BB, i really really really really hope you do eventually post it. it will probably make my entire year ♥ you.

[homo_pink]

you're not creepy, never ever. and even if you were, i like creepy. quite a bit. thanks so much for always being you ♥ ♥

[beelikej]

*hugs* Good to see you're back:)

[homo_pink]

♥ ♥ thank you! good to be back