He really likes me. So much that while I type this he is asleep but his arm is extended with his hand resting on my thigh because he wants to be close to me. Also a reminder that once I turn out the lights for sleep I am to do so in his arms ( Read more... )

Well, heck, this is just about the coolest thing I've found in a while.


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I live in Portland again!

My apartment is really close to downtown off of Barbur Blvd. and is filled with nintendo goodness. Call me if you want to come over and play. I want to have a NES night where people come over and play different games tournament style. Balloon Fight?!

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Sadly, this NFL season is over. Betting gave me reason to take notice of NFL games and I found out I really like watching them. They're so much better than any other televised sporting event and I'm disappointed I have to wait until September for next season. Sports betting is by far my favorite way to gamble. I'm a nervous person who doesn't like ( Read more... )

I've taken up sports betting and so far it's pretty easy. :D I've been betting on the NFL for the past 4 weeks. I have never watched football with any interest before so I know very little beyond the basics of the game. I base my picks solely on calculations that I make off of statistics that I get off of NFL.com. Admittedly my system is crude but ( Read more... )

I've spent a lot of my life alone--by choice. I enjoy my own company. The silence of no one else around. The time to spend in my own head and the ability to do whatever I wanted. I'm not entirely alone because since I was a kid I've held complete dialogues with myself in my head. There aren't two of me, I just think and talk answering my own ( Read more... )

Inherently I'm a very honest person. (Side note: I've done some dishonest things that discredit that statement but recently I've even come out about those things. Generally, I don't lie about things because I like to keep everything uncomplicated. I'm very open and will answer most questions about myself.) I like building trust in people and ( Read more... )

I really like these periods in my life when I know I'm changing. I don't even have to be in Oregon and it's still happening at a rapid pace. Perhaps it has to do with the fact that I'm moving there. I have an apartment and I'm moving in on January 5th. All I can say is that I have no doubts that this is the best thing in the world that I could do ( Read more... )

I realized today that 2007 has been an incredible year for me. I can't believe how much I've done and experienced this year and we're still only in the 11th month. Life isn't so scary to me anymore.

After it's over I want to go into what has made it so amazing but right now I need to go to sleep.

"Still! There is the fault of others, and the fault of oneself, and I have my debts to pay. Fitzgerald was an indifferent caretaker of his talent, and I have been a cheap gambler with mine. As I add up the accounts, I cannot like myself too much, for I was cowardly when I should have been good, and too brave on many a bad chance, and I spent my ( Read more... )