I need to know why you're killing me
So cold
You're looking beautiful I have to say
So cold
Please take me away
I fell in love with your mask
But not you
Not the real you
This is the saddest story

ugh... I have the worst headache.

I need someone to hold me.

ugh, I think I'm going to start crying, uncontrolled pain sucks.

I don't think I've ever cried this much over one thing before.

yes I'm a stupid bitch. I don't fucking care.

I'm getting a haircut tomorrow.

woo.hoo.

these eyes they're strongly covered in disguise ( Read more... )

pictures in a few minutes. and an edit with how the night went.

xo

okay here's the edit***

decided to go to the show at the last minute, saw TONS of people. hung out with lorie and shadoe most of the time, had lots of fun. I miss having shadoe around all the time, but he's going to school RIGHT across the street from my house. so yay.


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I need to get out of here ( Read more... )

I just want to sleep all the time.

rather hopeless feeling all the time.

I guess this is what sever depression is like?

I forgot, I haven't been so sad for a long time.

I have to move to my grandma's house. I really can't handle the desert anymore.

I'm going nuts... ugh.

boys are so weird.

will I ever know what they want?