ok, here is where i stop reading as you continue with assumptions and tell me things that i need to see and stress that i have to have an understanding of the possibility of god when i readily admit that he could exist. i've made a decision that i don't know and i'm not going to throw myself one way or the other.
Re: alright, post by post it goestennyo_gurlieJanuary 23 2004, 15:21:55 UTC
You know, huh, I couldn't even begin to explain the reason I can't go back. You wouldn't understand...ever. That's why I don't talk about it. Truthfully, I'm not strong enough to walk the path that I've chosen, not the other way around. It's easy to believe otherwise, it's natural to believe otherwise, and i DID believe otherwise.
Don't assume you know all the answers about my personal faith just yet. There's things that go on that you can't even begin to comprehend. (No offence)
Re: Facing each day with faithakui_January 25 2004, 20:47:37 UTC
letting go of everything and taking up a christian life is just starting anew. i've done it myself a hundred times and i'm a better person for it. i'm ever changing in many aspects, none of the important ones though. those that know me know that i really haven't ever changed. i am what i am and i'm happy with what i am, i've faced myself and i feel that that's enough for me. i've shut off other people's issues with me because other people don't matter to me. the most disgusting thing i ever saw in church and i think the thing that was the final nail in the coffin for me and jesus was a poster that said "JOY" and each letter meant something, "Jesus first, Others second, Yourself last." that is the most horrible thing i can think of teaching a kid. yes we need to leave this stupid rock a better place than we found it, but that doesn't mean living life for other people. if you're not happy with who you are and if you don't even know who you are how can you possibly hope to "teach" anyone else.
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Don't assume you know all the answers about my personal faith just yet. There's things that go on that you can't even begin to comprehend. (No offence)
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