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Yes that is me. At a Thoughts Of Yesterday show in a Ska outfit. I remember it like it was yesterday but it's hard to beleive that was in January or February! I met so many good friends there like zack, and rich and mer and yes... even ben.
I remember That was the first time I had ever seen people "hardcore dancing" and I thought to myself what the hell are they doing they look so funny! I also decided I was going to go in there too. I said to Christine "I'M GOIN IN!!!" and then being a pussy for about 5 minutes until someone finally pushed me in. Basically the only thing that I remember is me pushing and then eventually getting punched in the jaw by ben. heh.
I remember meeting zack and switching shoes with him. I rmemeber being in the back and skaninking for shannon and suzy. I remember being cynical about everyone by the wall with mer.
You have no idea how much I want to go back to January. When I was new and saw everything with fresh eyes. I miss being not known being ble to go to shows with anonymity. I miss going to shows and being absolutely blown away by Dare I Say and Last Day Dying. I miss not KNOWING about everything and everyone.
God. I'm getting all teary eyed. I'm so sentimentle.
le sigh