So... Life has been busy. Well, I'm not sure I'd call it that but ( Read more... )

I'm sorry, I could never be the person you wanted me to be ( Read more... )

I'm coming apart at the seams. One little incident, one little look, one little comment, and I lose it ( Read more... )

Lately I've been sinking into a depression that I can't seem to shake off. It's getting harder and harder everyday to even talk to people, my family especially. We were so close and now I'm lucky to say two words at dinner ( Read more... )

So I don't have any choice, not that I did to begin with, I will be changing therapists at the beginning of the year. Maybe I should feel happy, maybe this new therapist will believe me. But all I can't help but do is sink deep inside myself. I'm really fucking sick of my mum and Elise saying that there's nothing wrong with me, that I don't have ( Read more... )

I don't know if I even want to post. They don't care, they don't even say hello to me anymore. And, no matter what anyone says, it hurts so bad. Sometimes I just want to scream ( Read more... )

A lot has been going on in my head lately, I haven't been letting it get to me, but it's there. So many "what if"s and "how did this happen". Oh well ( Read more... )

I kept my mouth shut from the start ( Read more... )

Wow, I feel the most powerful urge to do absolutely nothing. I mean, I feel like shit (yay for being sick!) and I'm bored. I REALLY don't want to do homework. >_< But I also don't want to fail my classes so ( Read more... )

*running around*

*pauses, looks over, and waves*

*goes back to running around*