this will probably be my last entry on lj

Apr 19, 2006 04:36

i feel like its all my fault for my parents "debt" my dad retired last year and is trying to support my family with all these small jobs he's been taking up. my mom got a second job, and they have 2 kids in college. one, being me, should of graduated last may. i should have never changed my major last second because look where this stands. we have ( Read more... )

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dramadiva369 April 19 2006, 14:55:29 UTC
(hug) i'm sorry times are tough sweetie.....

believe me, even if you're out of school....it's still gonna be tough.

I know how you feel. At this point in my life, I'm starting to feel maybe I shouldn't have had a theater/comm. minor.

I feel like a bit of a failure myself...i can't even get a part time job. even as a secretary...they don't want me

my father is now paying my bills, my father on disability, and i'm so humiliated b/c of it.

I know how you feel. I'm sorry I got upset last night.

Still love you

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sunsetparade April 21 2006, 20:22:54 UTC
Hey-

everything you're saying pretty much describes how I felt during my first two years in college. I think you should finish out this semester, and then take the summer to relax and decide what you want to do. I took a year off and I think it was one of the best decisions I made. You can work and save up some money, and maybe you won't want to go back to school or maybe you will. You can't force yourself to stay in a situation were you are so unhappy. Life is way too short. Just keep working out, eat well, and stay positive! You will be fine either way. And we are still young.. we have time to experiment with life, try different jobs, etc. You don't have to graduate in a specific amount of time, hardly anybody does anymore. And after some time off, you might find yourself wanting to go back to school again. You never know.

Anyway, I hope you feel better soon. Try not to stay down for too long!

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