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Sometimes I wished that I'm denial and insensitive.
Then afterward, I can still pretend nothing had happened.
I thank you for your gentleness, but after thinking through, I thought I couldn't quite decide where I wanted to go, thus, I can't promise you to walk this path along with me.
It was definitely difficult. More friends just meant that you had to be there for more people, you had to give up more time for them, you had to appear happy in front of more people just so that you don't get them too worried and thought it was their fault when it isn't.
Really, that wasn't what came to my mind when I entered into a new school. I wasn't that kind of person whom could get attached to strangers easily. Therefore, even before my year starts, I had already concluded with myself that I would take my classmates lightly and concentrate hard on my studies. Little did I expect, I had grown so attached to them that I immediately felt helpless and just broke into tears when they cried. There were of course happy moments and I felt really appreciated and glad. Just sometimes, I'm tired.
I wished I was the cold fish like then. When I would just rolled my eyes and tell them to get over it.
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Jaejae is making me a little upset too. I know he still looked sexy and hot, but... it was a little too frequent and it was heartbreaking to see him inking his body this way. D:
Had a pile of assignments and tutorials questions waiting to be done. See if I can translate anything later.
Oh, and Subaru! <3
Then afterward, I can still pretend nothing had happened.
I thank you for your gentleness, but after thinking through, I thought I couldn't quite decide where I wanted to go, thus, I can't promise you to walk this path along with me.
It was definitely difficult. More friends just meant that you had to be there for more people, you had to give up more time for them, you had to appear happy in front of more people just so that you don't get them too worried and thought it was their fault when it isn't.
Really, that wasn't what came to my mind when I entered into a new school. I wasn't that kind of person whom could get attached to strangers easily. Therefore, even before my year starts, I had already concluded with myself that I would take my classmates lightly and concentrate hard on my studies. Little did I expect, I had grown so attached to them that I immediately felt helpless and just broke into tears when they cried. There were of course happy moments and I felt really appreciated and glad. Just sometimes, I'm tired.
I wished I was the cold fish like then. When I would just rolled my eyes and tell them to get over it.
***
Jaejae is making me a little upset too. I know he still looked sexy and hot, but... it was a little too frequent and it was heartbreaking to see him inking his body this way. D:
Had a pile of assignments and tutorials questions waiting to be done. See if I can translate anything later.
Oh, and Subaru! <3