I think you just described my life... Minus the seven major things you have yet to do. Don't think you are alone in feeling this way. I think everyone struggles with basically the same things (to varying degrees) at some point in their life. And as for this.... Fear of being found out. I am afraid of being exposed as the irresponsible, inconsiderate, incapable jumble of a person that I am. You just exposed yourself... So you don't have to be afraid anymore. You should not feel guilty about anything you've done with your life. (Granted I don't really know a lot about it...) But look at the friends you've made and the smiles you've put on their faces. I, personally, still smile when I think about the times I have spent with Kristin Syverson. You are an amazingly intelligent girl (or woman... Whichever you prefer.) Just reading your journal makes me feel a little intimidated by your vocabulary and your analogies are so good that anyone who reads this, I think will be able to feel exactly the way you do. They're amazing. As for the not
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you sure are a kick ass girl! While misery does love company, I am sad to hear that you are experiencing similar bouts of frustration. It's no fun, eh? Let's hope for a magical storm that washes clear over us and creates a new and refreshed sense of life! yay. :)
I can't tell you how much I appreciate what you said about me...I definitely have only the best memories of you too, Angie. You left me (via early graduation) too soon! No fair. It was rough without my ihsa road trip roomie.
And yes. I certainly need to find some direction in terms of my education. What is the point of wasting it? I need to find something that makes me excited and gets me interested. I agree whole heartedly with that. I am technically an "English" major, but at the moment I have no particular stress on that in terms of courses. Transfer students get a raw deal when it comes to registration :)
If you could come to the Findlay show that would be *so* wonderful. I miss you too! I hope everything goes well for you, you deserve it.
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Fear of being found out. I am afraid of being exposed as the irresponsible, inconsiderate, incapable jumble of a person that I am. You just exposed yourself... So you don't have to be afraid anymore. You should not feel guilty about anything you've done with your life. (Granted I don't really know a lot about it...) But look at the friends you've made and the smiles you've put on their faces. I, personally, still smile when I think about the times I have spent with Kristin Syverson. You are an amazingly intelligent girl (or woman... Whichever you prefer.) Just reading your journal makes me feel a little intimidated by your vocabulary and your analogies are so good that anyone who reads this, I think will be able to feel exactly the way you do. They're amazing. As for the not ( ... )
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you sure are a kick ass girl!
While misery does love company, I am sad to hear that you are experiencing similar bouts of frustration. It's no fun, eh? Let's hope for a magical storm that washes clear over us and creates a new and refreshed sense of life! yay. :)
I can't tell you how much I appreciate what you said about me...I definitely have only the best memories of you too, Angie. You left me (via early graduation) too soon! No fair. It was rough without my ihsa road trip roomie.
And yes. I certainly need to find some direction in terms of my education. What is the point of wasting it? I need to find something that makes me excited and gets me interested. I agree whole heartedly with that. I am technically an "English" major, but at the moment I have no particular stress on that in terms of courses. Transfer students get a raw deal when it comes to registration :)
If you could come to the Findlay show that would be *so* wonderful. I miss you too! I hope everything goes well for you, you deserve it.
~Kristin
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