This is why you should not drink where cameras are present.


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Two paths, both of which lead to who the hell knows what. I think I'm about to decide which path to take. So wish me good luck on this trip.

So the last couple days have been fairly good. Thursday I worked in the morning, came home, got a hell of a lot of flowers, and then went to Band Banquet, (where I had a great time, thanks largly to actually having a date this year ( Read more... )

The Path ( Read more... )

Why is it that I always do this to myself. Why do I fall for the girl. Why do I try. I always end up driving myself crazy. I always feel like I'm inadequate. and when I meet someone who makes me feel good, I feel miserable. What the fuck is wrong with me.

I know I'm super impulsive... especially when it comes to the ladies. I don't know what I should do about my current situation. One thing I do know is that the problem with Kat isn't really that big of a deal. I've got something else going on now, something that I think could be much more rewarding, but I don't know. Lets just say, if there is a ( Read more... )

I don't know what I should do. I am head over heels for someone, who I don't think would want to have a relationship with me. There isn't a moment of the day that I don't hurt right now, but I don't think there is anything that i can do except continue to hurt. I can't stop thinking about her, every waking moment. I've cried the last few nights, ( Read more... )

Well, welcome to my live journal.

This will be the first of many posts, very few people will be able to access this site as my Xanga will be my public front and this will be much more my personal thoughts.

alright... may the mayhem begin