still alive ; episode one {donghae/everyone}
Title: Still Alive ; The Collar
Fandoms: Super Junior with DBSK, SHINee and SNSD in later episodes
Pairings: Donghae/everyone
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: sex, blowjobs, handjobs, fetishes, bdsm, rape, etc, bad language.
A/N: Part one for sujufied because I've made them wait awhile.
Summary: Donghae is Super Junior's sex slave. He's subjected to creepy fantasies and things he knows is wrong. The fans will never know, though. But what happens when Donghae falls in love with one of his masters?
They say things happen for a reason.
“Open wide,” Hyukjae commands, rubbing his thumb against Donghae’s lips. Donghae opens his mouth willingly-he loves the feeling that Hyukjae gives him whenever he’s around him, because he’s so close to him. And Donghae knows that Hyukjae has hit a rough patch-Junsu just debuted with Hug two days before-so why not help his hyung? Hyukjae smiles and cups his dongsaeng’s face, slipping down his track pants and underwear, exposing his thick, needy cock.
Donghae lets Hyukjae lead his cock to his open mouth and letting Hyukjae put it down as far as he wants. “Fuck, Donghae-” Hyukjae moans and Donghae smiles-because that’s exactly what he wants. He sits up so that he’s on his knees and grabs Hyukjae’s ass for support, before taking even more of the dancer in his mouth, his tongue working around the slit before moving up all the way to the base.
“Donghae, Donghae, Donghae-you know I’m going to cum soon if you keep that up,” Hyukjae curses and his moans sound like love to Donghae, so he just continues, bobbing his head even further up and down Hyukjae’s penis. Donghae has to admit-it isn’t that big. Not as big as Yunho’s or Siwon’s, who he just happened to see by chance, or even his own, but his cum tastes delicious as it slides down his throat.
“Donghae!” Hyukjae screams, pushing his hips further so that it jams into the back of Donghae’s throat and makes Donghae gag. Hyukjae’s hands reach his brown, moppy hair, and he slides his sweaty fingers through his hair, yanking him forwards, and his fingers relaxing him by massaging the skin behind Donghae’s ears. “Fuck you and your little mouth, too,” Hyukjae growled.
Donghae feels his cock push against the fabric of his baggy jeans and it grows when Hyukjae finally comes, the sweet taste of his cum filling his mouth. Some sticks to his teeth, like a gift for later as Hyukjae puts it, and the rest goes down to his belly like a warm soup. Donghae licks his lips and Hyukjae sits back on his bed, his legs apart.
He smirks when he sees Donghae’s erection tenting his jeans, demanding to be touched. Hyukjae leans over and grabs his phone and laughs. “Look at the time-guess I’ll leave you here, then. I have to go to practice.” Hyukjae leans down to kiss Donghae’s lips, but when Donghae opens his mouth, wanting his tongue, Hyukjae spits inside. “You swine, why would I want my own come? Keep it for yourself. It’s your prize.”
Hyukjae puts on his pants and walks out of their shared bedroom.
**
“It’s weird,” Hyukjae grunts, using his dancer’s hips to good use as he slams even harder into Donghae’s hole, “I can fuck you three times a week, with no lube, and you are still as fucking tight as ever.” Donghae tries to speak-but he can’t-he’s tied to the bed and he has a gag in his mouth. His wrists are bound together and it creates awful friction. On all fours, his ankles are tied to separate sides of the bed, keeping his hole open and ready.
Hyukjae knows that Donghae hates being tied up-it hurts way too much and the red marks on his wrists and ankles cannot be ignored. But Hyukjae does it anyway, tying him up tighter every time, knowing that that’s exactly what Donghae hates the most. Donghae hates the sour, disgusting taste of Hyukjae’s sock that he found somewhere on the floor, but even so, he bites down even harder, because he knows that Sungmin is in the dorm.
The dancer pulls out and instead of ramming back in, he grabs the other sock and puts it on two of his fingers. Donghae turns around, trying to figure out why there was a pause, but can’t, because Hyukjae grabs his head and pushes it down against the old mattress that smells like cum and sex because of how many times they’ve done this. Hyukjae stuffs the sock-covered finger into Donghae’s hole and he screams.
It’s rough and painful and it’s hard to control his raging hormones-because even if he hates it, he knows that Hyukjae likes it-and isn’t that the only thing that’s important? Hyukjae leans over, his hand still inside of him, so that Donghae can feel his stomach and his ribs brush against his spine, making the hairs on the back of his neck stand up. Hyukjae laughs and pushes harder so that it goes even further.
“You must love that,” Hyukjae comments as he grabs onto his cock, grabbing at the slit so that he can’t come. He laughs. “You’re my little slut, ain’t you? You must love anything of mine inside of you.” He takes out the fingers inside of him before ramming them back in, this time harder, this time rougher, and Hyukjae sighs at the heat that envelops his fingers-it’s so much more inviting that anything he’s experienced. Hyukjae lets go of Donghae’s cock after giving him a few strokes and letting them both come together.
Hyukjae sits down and rests Donghae’s head on his naked lap, so that the back of his neck rubs Hyukjae’s slit. “It’s okay baby, because you will always be mine. My sea.”
**
Youngwoon is the first one to find out. Typical.
This is when ‘Super Junior 05’ is introduced and they all squeeze into one dorm with DBSK-sunbaes staying for a few months before they leave for Japan again. Youngwoon’s bed happens to be in the same room as Donghae’s and Heechul’s. Donghae walks in, slowly but surely-these are people that he’s only half-associated with. Thankfully, by the first week Heechul wants to sleep in Siwon and Hankyung’s room, so Hyukjae decides that it would be best if they ‘switch beds when they sleep’. Heechul doesn’t mind, and Hyukjae’s elated.
Unfortunately, even if Youngwoon is obviously in love with Jungsoo-hyung, he stays in his room, reading his magazines or drinking any beer he can get off of Donghee-hyung. This makes Hyukjae really mad-and really needy-because the days without any sex grow more and more, until all that can happen is just a few seconds in the bathroom before one of the ten others (plus five) need to use the washroom.
“Donghae,” Hyukjae growls as he pushes him down onto the bed. Donghae tries wrapping his arms around Hyukjae’s neck but Hyukjae grabs his wrists and traps him down onto the bed. Sloppily, they take off both of their pants-they skip the foreplay and just get down to business.
Donghae bucks off the bed as Hyukjae thrusts in another time, his fingernails digging into Donghae’s skin as he holds him down. Hyukjae bites down on his lip and moves one of Donghae’s legs so that he can get better access, the hole sucking his cock up. He loves it, so much that he ignores Donghae’s cries to ‘use lube next time’ or ‘that my leg can’t bend that way-stop!’ Hyukjae can only hear his moans.
A strong hand pulls Hyukjae off of Donghae and onto the floor. He looks up with confused eyes to see Youngwoon looming above him, a daring finger pointing down at him. “You’re fucking him wrong.” Hyukjae growls, trying to push himself from the floor, but Youngwoon pushes him back down, and takes heavy steps towards half-naked Donghae, stepping out of his t-shirt and his jeans as he does so.
Youngwoon smirks up at Donghae and grabs at Donghae’s dick, moving his thumb and index finger up the vein that traces his penis. Donghae writhes in the sheets, and Youngwoon laughs, kissing the slit. He kicks off his boxers and Hyukjae swears-because Youngwoon’s big. Youngwoon stretches his legs open as wide as possible and inserts himself in slow. “You aren’t used to this kind of size, are you Hae-ah?” He bites down on his forehead and Donghae screams out in pain, feeding Youngwoon’s ego.
“Keep on screaming, keep on screaming,” Youngwoon demands as he continues thrusting himself in and out of Donghae’s hole, making it bigger and tighter than it would ever be without his help. Donghae’s cock is hard and without any touches, he comes three minutes before Youngwoon does-the swelling heat of Donghae’s walls finally forcing him to.
“You’ve got a great fuck there,” Youngwoon whistles, looking down at the sleeping Donghae. Hyukjae raises his eyebrow. “You can just keep someone like that to yourself, Hyukjae-ah. Let your hyungs have a bite.” Hyukjae laughs.
“Only if I get my share, too.”
**
“Siwon! Harder!” Heechul screams as he enters Donghae once more. Donghae keeps his eyes closed, but he knows what’s happening. He isn’t completely sure, though. He knows that Heechul’s fucking him-and Hankyung’s fucking Heechul, but he doesn’t remember when Siwon came into the picture. Whenever Siwon thrusts, everyone thrusts, until Heechul finally thrusts hard into Donghae’s hole.
It’s Hankyung’s ‘present’ for finally being able to not wear a mask on stage when they were performing TWINS. Donghae’s long, white hair is in Heechul’s grasp as he pulls his neck back. Heechul, Donghae soon realizes, has a hair fetish. This is not the first time that Heechul has worked with hair. The first time was with Heechul’s dyed pubic hair and Donghae having to suck on it like it wasn’t hair, completely forgetting Heechul’s leaking cock. The second time, this time with Siwon, who would soon become a frequent partner, was Siwon thrusting into Donghae as Donghae sucked on Heechul’s own hair, the long, red hair that became a trademark for Super Junior 05’s princess.
Heechul bites into Donghae’s neck as he feels himself get closer and closer to his climax. “Hankyung,” he demands, “Get in front of Donghae.” Donghae can hear complaints from both Siwon and Hankyung, but no one disagrees with Heechul. The princess is a princess, after all-the servants must follow his lead. Even the eldest, Park Jungsu can’t, so why should anyone else try? Donghae opens his mouth and sucks on Hankyung’s legs-he knows by now that he likes that-before sucking him off.
“Your cock is amazing,” Heechul comments, “Harder Siwon, harder!” Hankyung grabs onto Donghae’s hair and pulls his cock in further, envy burning into his eyes. Donghae tries sucking harder to meet up with the pace that Siwon miraculously pulls off, but soon he realizes that he can’t-because his orgasm comes up much faster than the rest of theirs, and he comes onto Hankyung’s sheets, ruining the whole thing.
Heechul pulls out of him and turns him around so that he can slap his face. “You fucking whore! You know the rules-we come first, you come in the shower. You got that? No one cares about your wants or your needs-you’re a stupid, cum-loving whore. That’s your position in Super Junior 05-don’t think, even for a second, that it may be different.”
Siwon grabs onto Heechul’s shoulders and calms him down by kissing his neck, running his large hands down Heechul’s feminine sides. “Just tell him to do something so that you can come. It isn’t his fault-we’re just so sexy that he can’t control himself.” Hankyung nods, having moved up behind Donghae, his fingers drumming his tailbone, each finger making Donghae shiver.
Heechul sighs and flips his hair, grabbing Donghae’s face and rubbing the red spot where he slapped him. “Sorry Hae-babe, but you can’t do anything now. Run along and see if Jungsu or Sungmin need anything.” Donghae nods sheepishly, not even daring to pick up his clothes because he knows that Siwon doesn’t like that, and he runs out of the room that echoes Heechul’s cries soon later.
Donghae locks himself in the bathroom, refusing to open even for Hyukjae, who has always been his number one. He sits in the bathtub and looks at himself. It has been seven weeks since Youngwoon first fucked him. It has been five weeks since they debuted as Super Junior 05 with their new hair and everything. He runs his hands down his wrists and up his shoulders, where he counts seventeen hickeys, and only two come from the same person.
Youngwoon was just the beginning. The next night he came in with Donghee and Jungsu and a packet of beer. Youngwoon likes it smooth, with a bunch of lube, but he hates touching. No masturbating from either party. Either you’re hard before it happens, or you get harder. Donghae’s always fascinated by the way Youngwoon can get himself hard in a manner of thrusts as he bites down on whatever body part he can get his hands on. Even if he’s been drinking, he can still put up a great performance, one that Hyukjae has to woefully admit that he does sometimes enjoy watching.
Jungsu is a little bit more complicated. There is no intrusion at all, except maybe some fingers sometimes. Though Jungsu seems to be like the biggest bottom in the group, he shows off when the other members aren’t around and it’s just the two of them. He’s one of those people-he doesn’t like anyone but the person that he’s making love to to be even near them during the process. Donghae almost finds it romantic, had Jungsu not been in love with the idea of masturbating-and the only sex they really have is hand jobs and the rare finger-fuck or blowjob.
Donghee could be the dark horse. Though he’s fatter than the rest of the members doesn’t mean anything. He’s fast, much faster than you’d expect, and his sleeve is filled with toys that Donghae hadn’t even seen before Donghee had appeared in his room alongside Youngwoon and Jungsu. Donghee likes to take this fast, which works wonderfully compared to Hyukjae who likes to tease and takes things slow. This is why Hyukjae and Donghee have a habit of fucking Donghae together-they consider it ‘friendship bonding’. Donghae just considers it ‘bonding’.
Then Heechul found out and brought Siwon and Hankyung into the picture. Heechul likes hair, one of the reasons why he was dying it so often, and it wasn’t just the hair on his head. He likes pulling on it, ripping it so that it falls apart in his fingers; he likes tying it up in ponytails or tying someone to the bed that way. Heechul is rough and doesn’t care if someone’s in pain-because he’s enjoying it, why should anyone care?
Hankyung likes thighs. Especially his own. He likes it when people rub their hands up and down his thighs-which is why the other Super Junior 05 members like to tease him by turning him on by a simple pat on his leg or a gentle rub. Donghae willingly sucks on his thighs, because they’re strong from the years of dancing. Hankyung is interesting because of his screaming in Mandarin and Donghae half-wishes that he could figure out what he was saying.
Siwon pretends that sex is more than just sex. He doesn’t like it when people cry or get beaten, and he isn’t a fan of fetishes, either. He likes post-sex cuddling especially, and Donghae likes the strong arms around his bare torso after it’s done, compared to the harsh hands that pull him for another round. Siwon doesn’t like it when you walk out before he’s woken up, either, and demands that you fall asleep with him. And he hates clothes being taken away-he likes the ugliness of the room when clothes are hastily thrown off.
Sungmin loves food. When he makes food, Donghae knows that they’re going to have sex. He forces lollipops, popsicles, pogoes and more down Donghae’s throat or up his hole. Sungmin will cover Donghae’s body with sushi or honey, taking his time to run his hot tongue up and down Donghae’s chest, trying to get as much of the food off as possible. Sometimes, Sungmin uses milk or juice as a lubricant before thrusting in deep into Donghae’s mouth, forcing Donghae to suck off all the milk like a baby child.
Donghae counted with his fingers. That left Ryeowook, Kibum and Yesung. But he knew from the sideways glances that something was up between them and the other members.
Donghae turns the tap on and lays down in the bathtub, letting the water hit him, until it’s cold and each droplet makes him shiver. He tells himself that he needs to get up-they’re performing tomorrow afternoon and he needs a good night sleep-but he knows that if he goes to his room, he’ll probably not be sleeping.
Kibum opens the door, a penny glimmering in the light. He shuts off the water and grabs a towel, drying him off. “Come on hyung, you need to sleep.” Donghae leans into his soft warmth and walks with him to his room-only to see Ryeowook and Siwon waiting for him.
--
end of episode one.
a/n: crossposted to miracle because i'm brave and kpopdark
a/n1: all my creepy fetishes are coming out in this fic. except necrophilia.. unless I kill someone... which won't happen!
a/n2: I'm getting the Still Alive Album, after we move. That's why I named the fic 'Still Alive'
a/n3: and treat this like a TV show! a creepy one, but a tv show!
a/n4: and i'm looking over the fandoms, and should I add some EXO or would that be too much?
Fandoms: Super Junior with DBSK, SHINee and SNSD in later episodes
Pairings: Donghae/everyone
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: sex, blowjobs, handjobs, fetishes, bdsm, rape, etc, bad language.
A/N: Part one for sujufied because I've made them wait awhile.
Summary: Donghae is Super Junior's sex slave. He's subjected to creepy fantasies and things he knows is wrong. The fans will never know, though. But what happens when Donghae falls in love with one of his masters?
They say things happen for a reason.
“Open wide,” Hyukjae commands, rubbing his thumb against Donghae’s lips. Donghae opens his mouth willingly-he loves the feeling that Hyukjae gives him whenever he’s around him, because he’s so close to him. And Donghae knows that Hyukjae has hit a rough patch-Junsu just debuted with Hug two days before-so why not help his hyung? Hyukjae smiles and cups his dongsaeng’s face, slipping down his track pants and underwear, exposing his thick, needy cock.
Donghae lets Hyukjae lead his cock to his open mouth and letting Hyukjae put it down as far as he wants. “Fuck, Donghae-” Hyukjae moans and Donghae smiles-because that’s exactly what he wants. He sits up so that he’s on his knees and grabs Hyukjae’s ass for support, before taking even more of the dancer in his mouth, his tongue working around the slit before moving up all the way to the base.
“Donghae, Donghae, Donghae-you know I’m going to cum soon if you keep that up,” Hyukjae curses and his moans sound like love to Donghae, so he just continues, bobbing his head even further up and down Hyukjae’s penis. Donghae has to admit-it isn’t that big. Not as big as Yunho’s or Siwon’s, who he just happened to see by chance, or even his own, but his cum tastes delicious as it slides down his throat.
“Donghae!” Hyukjae screams, pushing his hips further so that it jams into the back of Donghae’s throat and makes Donghae gag. Hyukjae’s hands reach his brown, moppy hair, and he slides his sweaty fingers through his hair, yanking him forwards, and his fingers relaxing him by massaging the skin behind Donghae’s ears. “Fuck you and your little mouth, too,” Hyukjae growled.
Donghae feels his cock push against the fabric of his baggy jeans and it grows when Hyukjae finally comes, the sweet taste of his cum filling his mouth. Some sticks to his teeth, like a gift for later as Hyukjae puts it, and the rest goes down to his belly like a warm soup. Donghae licks his lips and Hyukjae sits back on his bed, his legs apart.
He smirks when he sees Donghae’s erection tenting his jeans, demanding to be touched. Hyukjae leans over and grabs his phone and laughs. “Look at the time-guess I’ll leave you here, then. I have to go to practice.” Hyukjae leans down to kiss Donghae’s lips, but when Donghae opens his mouth, wanting his tongue, Hyukjae spits inside. “You swine, why would I want my own come? Keep it for yourself. It’s your prize.”
Hyukjae puts on his pants and walks out of their shared bedroom.
**
“It’s weird,” Hyukjae grunts, using his dancer’s hips to good use as he slams even harder into Donghae’s hole, “I can fuck you three times a week, with no lube, and you are still as fucking tight as ever.” Donghae tries to speak-but he can’t-he’s tied to the bed and he has a gag in his mouth. His wrists are bound together and it creates awful friction. On all fours, his ankles are tied to separate sides of the bed, keeping his hole open and ready.
Hyukjae knows that Donghae hates being tied up-it hurts way too much and the red marks on his wrists and ankles cannot be ignored. But Hyukjae does it anyway, tying him up tighter every time, knowing that that’s exactly what Donghae hates the most. Donghae hates the sour, disgusting taste of Hyukjae’s sock that he found somewhere on the floor, but even so, he bites down even harder, because he knows that Sungmin is in the dorm.
The dancer pulls out and instead of ramming back in, he grabs the other sock and puts it on two of his fingers. Donghae turns around, trying to figure out why there was a pause, but can’t, because Hyukjae grabs his head and pushes it down against the old mattress that smells like cum and sex because of how many times they’ve done this. Hyukjae stuffs the sock-covered finger into Donghae’s hole and he screams.
It’s rough and painful and it’s hard to control his raging hormones-because even if he hates it, he knows that Hyukjae likes it-and isn’t that the only thing that’s important? Hyukjae leans over, his hand still inside of him, so that Donghae can feel his stomach and his ribs brush against his spine, making the hairs on the back of his neck stand up. Hyukjae laughs and pushes harder so that it goes even further.
“You must love that,” Hyukjae comments as he grabs onto his cock, grabbing at the slit so that he can’t come. He laughs. “You’re my little slut, ain’t you? You must love anything of mine inside of you.” He takes out the fingers inside of him before ramming them back in, this time harder, this time rougher, and Hyukjae sighs at the heat that envelops his fingers-it’s so much more inviting that anything he’s experienced. Hyukjae lets go of Donghae’s cock after giving him a few strokes and letting them both come together.
Hyukjae sits down and rests Donghae’s head on his naked lap, so that the back of his neck rubs Hyukjae’s slit. “It’s okay baby, because you will always be mine. My sea.”
**
Youngwoon is the first one to find out. Typical.
This is when ‘Super Junior 05’ is introduced and they all squeeze into one dorm with DBSK-sunbaes staying for a few months before they leave for Japan again. Youngwoon’s bed happens to be in the same room as Donghae’s and Heechul’s. Donghae walks in, slowly but surely-these are people that he’s only half-associated with. Thankfully, by the first week Heechul wants to sleep in Siwon and Hankyung’s room, so Hyukjae decides that it would be best if they ‘switch beds when they sleep’. Heechul doesn’t mind, and Hyukjae’s elated.
Unfortunately, even if Youngwoon is obviously in love with Jungsoo-hyung, he stays in his room, reading his magazines or drinking any beer he can get off of Donghee-hyung. This makes Hyukjae really mad-and really needy-because the days without any sex grow more and more, until all that can happen is just a few seconds in the bathroom before one of the ten others (plus five) need to use the washroom.
“Donghae,” Hyukjae growls as he pushes him down onto the bed. Donghae tries wrapping his arms around Hyukjae’s neck but Hyukjae grabs his wrists and traps him down onto the bed. Sloppily, they take off both of their pants-they skip the foreplay and just get down to business.
Donghae bucks off the bed as Hyukjae thrusts in another time, his fingernails digging into Donghae’s skin as he holds him down. Hyukjae bites down on his lip and moves one of Donghae’s legs so that he can get better access, the hole sucking his cock up. He loves it, so much that he ignores Donghae’s cries to ‘use lube next time’ or ‘that my leg can’t bend that way-stop!’ Hyukjae can only hear his moans.
A strong hand pulls Hyukjae off of Donghae and onto the floor. He looks up with confused eyes to see Youngwoon looming above him, a daring finger pointing down at him. “You’re fucking him wrong.” Hyukjae growls, trying to push himself from the floor, but Youngwoon pushes him back down, and takes heavy steps towards half-naked Donghae, stepping out of his t-shirt and his jeans as he does so.
Youngwoon smirks up at Donghae and grabs at Donghae’s dick, moving his thumb and index finger up the vein that traces his penis. Donghae writhes in the sheets, and Youngwoon laughs, kissing the slit. He kicks off his boxers and Hyukjae swears-because Youngwoon’s big. Youngwoon stretches his legs open as wide as possible and inserts himself in slow. “You aren’t used to this kind of size, are you Hae-ah?” He bites down on his forehead and Donghae screams out in pain, feeding Youngwoon’s ego.
“Keep on screaming, keep on screaming,” Youngwoon demands as he continues thrusting himself in and out of Donghae’s hole, making it bigger and tighter than it would ever be without his help. Donghae’s cock is hard and without any touches, he comes three minutes before Youngwoon does-the swelling heat of Donghae’s walls finally forcing him to.
“You’ve got a great fuck there,” Youngwoon whistles, looking down at the sleeping Donghae. Hyukjae raises his eyebrow. “You can just keep someone like that to yourself, Hyukjae-ah. Let your hyungs have a bite.” Hyukjae laughs.
“Only if I get my share, too.”
**
“Siwon! Harder!” Heechul screams as he enters Donghae once more. Donghae keeps his eyes closed, but he knows what’s happening. He isn’t completely sure, though. He knows that Heechul’s fucking him-and Hankyung’s fucking Heechul, but he doesn’t remember when Siwon came into the picture. Whenever Siwon thrusts, everyone thrusts, until Heechul finally thrusts hard into Donghae’s hole.
It’s Hankyung’s ‘present’ for finally being able to not wear a mask on stage when they were performing TWINS. Donghae’s long, white hair is in Heechul’s grasp as he pulls his neck back. Heechul, Donghae soon realizes, has a hair fetish. This is not the first time that Heechul has worked with hair. The first time was with Heechul’s dyed pubic hair and Donghae having to suck on it like it wasn’t hair, completely forgetting Heechul’s leaking cock. The second time, this time with Siwon, who would soon become a frequent partner, was Siwon thrusting into Donghae as Donghae sucked on Heechul’s own hair, the long, red hair that became a trademark for Super Junior 05’s princess.
Heechul bites into Donghae’s neck as he feels himself get closer and closer to his climax. “Hankyung,” he demands, “Get in front of Donghae.” Donghae can hear complaints from both Siwon and Hankyung, but no one disagrees with Heechul. The princess is a princess, after all-the servants must follow his lead. Even the eldest, Park Jungsu can’t, so why should anyone else try? Donghae opens his mouth and sucks on Hankyung’s legs-he knows by now that he likes that-before sucking him off.
“Your cock is amazing,” Heechul comments, “Harder Siwon, harder!” Hankyung grabs onto Donghae’s hair and pulls his cock in further, envy burning into his eyes. Donghae tries sucking harder to meet up with the pace that Siwon miraculously pulls off, but soon he realizes that he can’t-because his orgasm comes up much faster than the rest of theirs, and he comes onto Hankyung’s sheets, ruining the whole thing.
Heechul pulls out of him and turns him around so that he can slap his face. “You fucking whore! You know the rules-we come first, you come in the shower. You got that? No one cares about your wants or your needs-you’re a stupid, cum-loving whore. That’s your position in Super Junior 05-don’t think, even for a second, that it may be different.”
Siwon grabs onto Heechul’s shoulders and calms him down by kissing his neck, running his large hands down Heechul’s feminine sides. “Just tell him to do something so that you can come. It isn’t his fault-we’re just so sexy that he can’t control himself.” Hankyung nods, having moved up behind Donghae, his fingers drumming his tailbone, each finger making Donghae shiver.
Heechul sighs and flips his hair, grabbing Donghae’s face and rubbing the red spot where he slapped him. “Sorry Hae-babe, but you can’t do anything now. Run along and see if Jungsu or Sungmin need anything.” Donghae nods sheepishly, not even daring to pick up his clothes because he knows that Siwon doesn’t like that, and he runs out of the room that echoes Heechul’s cries soon later.
Donghae locks himself in the bathroom, refusing to open even for Hyukjae, who has always been his number one. He sits in the bathtub and looks at himself. It has been seven weeks since Youngwoon first fucked him. It has been five weeks since they debuted as Super Junior 05 with their new hair and everything. He runs his hands down his wrists and up his shoulders, where he counts seventeen hickeys, and only two come from the same person.
Youngwoon was just the beginning. The next night he came in with Donghee and Jungsu and a packet of beer. Youngwoon likes it smooth, with a bunch of lube, but he hates touching. No masturbating from either party. Either you’re hard before it happens, or you get harder. Donghae’s always fascinated by the way Youngwoon can get himself hard in a manner of thrusts as he bites down on whatever body part he can get his hands on. Even if he’s been drinking, he can still put up a great performance, one that Hyukjae has to woefully admit that he does sometimes enjoy watching.
Jungsu is a little bit more complicated. There is no intrusion at all, except maybe some fingers sometimes. Though Jungsu seems to be like the biggest bottom in the group, he shows off when the other members aren’t around and it’s just the two of them. He’s one of those people-he doesn’t like anyone but the person that he’s making love to to be even near them during the process. Donghae almost finds it romantic, had Jungsu not been in love with the idea of masturbating-and the only sex they really have is hand jobs and the rare finger-fuck or blowjob.
Donghee could be the dark horse. Though he’s fatter than the rest of the members doesn’t mean anything. He’s fast, much faster than you’d expect, and his sleeve is filled with toys that Donghae hadn’t even seen before Donghee had appeared in his room alongside Youngwoon and Jungsu. Donghee likes to take this fast, which works wonderfully compared to Hyukjae who likes to tease and takes things slow. This is why Hyukjae and Donghee have a habit of fucking Donghae together-they consider it ‘friendship bonding’. Donghae just considers it ‘bonding’.
Then Heechul found out and brought Siwon and Hankyung into the picture. Heechul likes hair, one of the reasons why he was dying it so often, and it wasn’t just the hair on his head. He likes pulling on it, ripping it so that it falls apart in his fingers; he likes tying it up in ponytails or tying someone to the bed that way. Heechul is rough and doesn’t care if someone’s in pain-because he’s enjoying it, why should anyone care?
Hankyung likes thighs. Especially his own. He likes it when people rub their hands up and down his thighs-which is why the other Super Junior 05 members like to tease him by turning him on by a simple pat on his leg or a gentle rub. Donghae willingly sucks on his thighs, because they’re strong from the years of dancing. Hankyung is interesting because of his screaming in Mandarin and Donghae half-wishes that he could figure out what he was saying.
Siwon pretends that sex is more than just sex. He doesn’t like it when people cry or get beaten, and he isn’t a fan of fetishes, either. He likes post-sex cuddling especially, and Donghae likes the strong arms around his bare torso after it’s done, compared to the harsh hands that pull him for another round. Siwon doesn’t like it when you walk out before he’s woken up, either, and demands that you fall asleep with him. And he hates clothes being taken away-he likes the ugliness of the room when clothes are hastily thrown off.
Sungmin loves food. When he makes food, Donghae knows that they’re going to have sex. He forces lollipops, popsicles, pogoes and more down Donghae’s throat or up his hole. Sungmin will cover Donghae’s body with sushi or honey, taking his time to run his hot tongue up and down Donghae’s chest, trying to get as much of the food off as possible. Sometimes, Sungmin uses milk or juice as a lubricant before thrusting in deep into Donghae’s mouth, forcing Donghae to suck off all the milk like a baby child.
Donghae counted with his fingers. That left Ryeowook, Kibum and Yesung. But he knew from the sideways glances that something was up between them and the other members.
Donghae turns the tap on and lays down in the bathtub, letting the water hit him, until it’s cold and each droplet makes him shiver. He tells himself that he needs to get up-they’re performing tomorrow afternoon and he needs a good night sleep-but he knows that if he goes to his room, he’ll probably not be sleeping.
Kibum opens the door, a penny glimmering in the light. He shuts off the water and grabs a towel, drying him off. “Come on hyung, you need to sleep.” Donghae leans into his soft warmth and walks with him to his room-only to see Ryeowook and Siwon waiting for him.
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end of episode one.
a/n: crossposted to miracle because i'm brave and kpopdark
a/n1: all my creepy fetishes are coming out in this fic. except necrophilia.. unless I kill someone... which won't happen!
a/n2: I'm getting the Still Alive Album, after we move. That's why I named the fic 'Still Alive'
a/n3: and treat this like a TV show! a creepy one, but a tv show!
a/n4: and i'm looking over the fandoms, and should I add some EXO or would that be too much?