Disappointment and heartbreak

[hongxiquan]

I think that's how you spell those words. Now after working with the mind-breaking labour that is the abstruse field of Historiography its gotten me back on that thinking train to figure out the field of academics and why I hate it so much

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[thekittywolf]

I think sometimes you expect too much of the human race. That's generally a crappy thing to say, I realize, but "real world" and stuff. You know I don't do sugarcoating too well

[hongxiquan]

:) Yeah I suppose you're right. At the moment though I think my socially constructed image is one of a guy who's kind of a jerk, which I kinda need to sort out.

I guess the other issue really is I don't know what I really have left to myself. That question I'm gonna ask myself in a couple of months.

[thekittywolf]

Nah. I think your socially constructed image is of a guy who has a bit of distaste for humanity as a whole. You're not really a jerk, you just don't like people. it's not exactly personal. kind of a general dislike.

*shrugs* I understand what you mean. I think you'll figure it out. Just need the time to do it.

[hongxiquan]

I don't dislike everyone, just the people I don't like :P If its any concern I've never disliked you :)

But ya that's kind of a bad image. It needs to get sorted out soon, and good. Unlike Asian ladies, Asian guys go stale faster :P