today has been slightly boring but i think i like it right now. ive been sitting at home drinking beers and listening to music all day. maybe i should eat something ( Read more... )

i feel really blah today i dont feel like doing anything or going anywhere. which sucks cause im wearing my fake hair and looking good. also there is nothing for me to do here, i would make a mix tape but no tapes. i could crochet but i dont have any yarn or needles. so all i can do is watch tv and feel like shit. okay im going to take my hair out ( Read more... )

ahhhhh, im so retardedly happy right now. with the crush boy...and.... i just found out ryans getting laid finally YAY! and hes been in such a great mood too. being wicked nice to me, and even getting shows for jeff up here. weird. but great ( Read more... )

sunday JANUARY 16th
@ all asia
cambridge, ma
tiny whales
saturday saints
super awesome
+1 more

tuesday JANUARY 25th
@ the muddy river
portsmouth, nh
tiny whales
fumare
+1 tba

ryan and i talked on the phone last night and we kinda made up. i guess its cool now. i was really worried there wasnt going to be anymore tiny whales but he still wants to play together so thats awesome ( Read more... )

so im moving back in with my dad till i can move in with glenn and them. i cant deal with being here anymore, esp after what happened yesterday at my grandmothers house. and at first i didnt know why ryan was acting that way, i mean yeah he was drunk, but what the fuck. and then found out that a girl has a crush on him. and you know those crazy ( Read more... )

i just found out last night my grandmother is dying in the hospital. i feel bad that i dont care now but its not that much of a surprise when someone is old and sick already. thats what happens. my mother is really upset though, and that makes me more sad then anything at all. i dont like to see my mom upset ( Read more... )

im so happy i have the internet back at my house and i can waste so much time just like doing nothing on the computer ( Read more... )

i havnt written on here in so long ( Read more... )

WEDNESDAY OCTOBER 13th ( Read more... )