So i've had a coming to with myself....
My life in song ( all of which i wrote by the way ~snippets)
I Found my Revelation standing crying in the pouring rain
Getting pleasure out of letting out all my pain
I want to talk to you, but you don't want to talk to me
I guess that one day i will finally see...
That your love has left me
Where were you when i used to cry
Why'd you go and say good bye
I'll never know the reason why
You had to go.
What caused your love to go astray
What causes me to feel this way
The only thing i have to say
Is i found my
Revelation standing crying in the pouring rain
Getting pleasure out of letting out all my pain
I want to talk to you, but you don't want to talk to me
I guess that one day i will finally see...
That your love has left me.
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I sit alone at night
And try to fifnd what's right.
But the moon's my only company
As i ponder what you said to me.
I look up at the sky
As i wonder why
And the heaven's glitter twinkles bright
As my tears and I begin to fight.
'Cause i have confessions to make
Don't want another heartache
I want to see your gentle face smiling back at me
And i hate to be the fool
When i could be with you
If only i could tell you bout all of these
Confessions.
I watch you walk past me
And i wish you could see
How deeply i'm in love with you
If only you could see it too.
My heart aches every day
In the very same way.
I can't take this passion anymore
It's grown so strong i can't ignore.
These Confessions to make
I don't want another heartache
I want to see your gentle face smiling back at me
And i hate to be the fool
When i could be with you
If only i could tell you bout all of these
Confessions
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Loving's such a crazy thing you have to give to get,
But then you lose instead of win
And sometimes you ave just got to let
Go, because it will become a better thing in the end,
But truth be told its not that fun,
And wil you still be my friend?
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I take off my jean skirt
And out on my pjs,
I look at what you've done,
And I hope its just a phase.
I brush away my tears,
And wipe off my make-up
I look into the mirror
And pray that I wake-up
Because i'm living in a bad dream on replay.
With no where to run, and nothing to say.
Why do you tell me, you love me, but lie,
Why can't you look me in my eyes?
I put on my red dress
Sit down by the t.v.
The silent telephone
Keeps me company.
You told me that you'd meet me
But i guess that you were wrong.
And as i drift away,
Hope I don't sleep too long.
Because i'm living in a bad dream on replay
WIth no where to run, and nothing to say.
Why do you tell me, you love me, but lie,
Why can't you look me in the eyes?
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I close my eyes
And then is see
A vision, a hope
For you and me.
I close my mind
And i'm aware
That maybe there's a chance
for us out there.
And do you ever dream at night
That maybe you and i just might
End up somewhere right
It can't be wrong.
And maybe if you see it too,
Then i could surely say to you
Instead of hiding I Love You
In a song.
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There's nothing i can say or do
To make things be okay
And there's nothing i can say to you
'cause fate has had its way
Unglued.
Now i'm all alone
And i'm on my own
And you've gone from me
Now i know that it's wrong
But I just can't move on
And I'll never see
Why once upon a time
in the dream in my mind
I saw you standing there,
Without a care,
and you brushed away my hair
amd said you loved me.
But now my dream is gone
and replaced by something wrong
and is filled without your smile
That drove me wild
And embraced my inner child
But now its all unglued.
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Ain't nothing but a sad song
'Bout someone's life whose gone wrong
Now she can't carry one
So she'll move on
To something else
Ain't nothing but a heartache
Accompianed by mistake
And now for her own sake
She'll have to make
A brand new way.
And my tears are the melody
But my strength is the harmony.
And we may never know the start
It's still the music of the heart.
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