Fic: Stress Relief
Title: Stress Relief
Author: Magick
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Seblaine
Summary: Blaine has been trying to deal with all the stress in his life by boxing. Sebastian offers a different solution.
A/N: Written for this prompt on the GKM.
Blaine had known that his senior year was going to be tough. Even before Kurt broke up with him this summer-- he knew it was going to be a rough year. Then August came and Kurt decided that they should be ‘just friends’ since they were going to be so far apart. Now Blaine was alone at McKinley and single. The year had started out well enough. The remaining New Directions were able to recruit a few new people and Blaine was getting multiple solos. But as time went on, it became very apparent that Artie was using him as a pretty face for the glee club. His ‘directing’ was brutal and he expected Blaine to have perfect performances multiple times a week. This stress was only the beginning though, he was alienated from Tina because she was still Kurt’s friend first and foremost even though she was in all of his advanced classes. He had a ton of homework on top of all the singing he was doing every night. Blaine was miserable.
By November, Blaine was slipping. He was so angry all the time because Artie kept making comments about his performances never being good enough. Then his father started hounding him about college applications. Then Sebastian started texting him all the time again. Though, if Blaine was honest with himself, that didn’t really bother him. He felt so lonely at school now that pretty much all of his friends had graduated. Sebastian was still kind of annoying but he was nice to Blaine and he never ever told Blaine that he wasn’t good enough. He met Sebastian at the Lima Bean a few times and texted him every night but it still wasn’t enough to make him feel better about the rest of his life. Finally, Blaine decided that he HAD to set aside some time to start boxing again. His favorite form of stress relief had been one of the first things cut out of his daily routine when homework and glee became too much to keep up with. But now that all his bottled up emotions were threatening to spill over he knew that he had to make time for it.
Christmas break was the worst. Kurt was back in town and even though they were supposed to ‘still be friends’ it was way too awkward. Blaine didn’t know how to be his friend anymore. It hurt too much. No matter how amicable the break up was-- it was still something that had not been Blaine’s choice. He had been completely prepared to work through a long distance relationship for this year apart but Kurt had other ideas. He was probably partying it up in New York without him, meeting new boys and God knows what else. So Blaine avoided him. He avoided the mall, the Lima Bean and every single member of the New Directions who were in town for the month. He spent all of his time in his garage with the punching bag his father had bought him years ago, desperately trying to exhaust himself so that he didn’t have to feel so stretched thin.
Blaine realized in mid-December that his absence had been noticed by Sebastian at least. He was calling and texting Blaine constantly but Blaine never answered. He didn’t think he could. What would he say? Would he admit that he was in hiding? That he had made a mistake by following Kurt to McKinley and now he was stuck with the consequences? It was just too much. Blaine poured all of his frustration and hurt into his exercise. If nothing it else, it helped him sleep at night. Every afternoon, Blaine stayed in his garage for hours pounding away at the bag until his arms ached.
It was a normal Thursday when Blaine heard his phone going off in the corner of the room. He ignored it, as usual, and continued to punch. After a moment it went to voicemail and the room was silent again-- then it started again. His phone rang over and over but Blaine completely tuned it out. He didn’t care who was calling. He shook the sweat out of his eyes and kept moving. His arms were tired from the constant abuse but he ignored the pain. Finally, his phone shut up and he let himself slow down a bit.
“So this is what you’ve been doing every day.”
Blaine’s arms dropped and he whipped around to see Sebastian leaning against doorway. Now that he’d stopped moving, Blaine could feel the cold draft that had followed Sebastian into the room.
“Uh, yeah. I’ve had a lot on my mind lately.” Blaine’s voice was scratchy from disuse.
“Obviously. Why don’t you come sit down and tell me about it. This whole boxing thing is really sexy but you’re obviously exhausted.” Sebastian gestured to the table and chairs in the corner (which went on the deck in the summertime) and Blaine swallowed hard. He grabbed his towel and hurriedly wiped his face and hair before going to sit down.
“What are you doing here?” Blaine asked hesitantly. He doesn’t want Sebastian to leave but he really didn’t want anyone to see him like this either.
“Well, I’ve been calling you for days but you haven’t answered. Finally, I decided to come see if you were dying or anything but your mom said you were out here. I didn’t expect to see you going all Rocky Balboa in your garage but here we are.” Sebastian grinned at him and shrugged.
Blaine knew he was blushing. He rubbed his towel over his face again and sighed.
“I’ve been hiding. This school year has been terrible and I’m so stressed out that I can’t sleep at night unless I completely exhaust myself out here. I didn’t want to see anyone.”
“Do you want me to leave? Because you don’t look like you’re doing too great out here alone.”
“No, you can stay. I really have been lonely. I’m, uh, sorry I worried you though.” Blaine bit his lip sheepishly.
“You had better be. I try not to let people know that I have any feelings-- but you like to ruin that.” Sebastian smiled again and Blaine felt warm all the way to his toes.
“So what were you going to do today? Other than rescuing me, I mean.”
“Well, I was going to ask if you wanted to go out for coffee but you’re in hiding so maybe that isn’t the best idea. Coffee would not help cool you down either.”
“No, it wouldn’t. I can make you some coffee though and I can get my powerade out of the freezer. Come on.”
Blaine led Sebastian in kitchen door. Just as they were coming inside, Blaine’s parents came down the stairs towards the front door.
“We’re going to the Christmas party now, Blaine.” His mother called, checking her hair in the mirror by the door.
Blaine had completely forgotten that his parents were going out tonight. He said goodbye to them then awkwardly came back into the kitchen. He’d never been alone with Sebastian before and the idea made him blush. He just wasn’t sure how to act around the other boy now that he was single. Blaine was very aware of Sebastian still desiring him-- Sebastian made sure to remind him every time they spoke.
“Oh Blaine, you’re so cute when you’re bashful.” Sebastian cooed, smirking smugly from the kitchen table.
Blaine blushed clear to his roots and turned away to make coffee.
“Don’t be a jerk, Seb. I’ve had a rough few months.”
“I’m not being a jerk. You really are cute. Why are you being so shy? We’ve hung out multiple times and we text all the time.” Sebastian eyed him critically, looking him up and down a few times. “Though, usually you have a lot more clothes on.”
Blaine glanced down at his soaked through tank top and work out pants. Now he felt really exposed. He started the coffee then grabbed his powerade out of the freezer.
“I’m gonna go change real quick.”
“That’s stupid. You need a shower before you put new clothes on. Besides, I like you like this. You look hot. I didn’t know you had this in you, B. You’re normally so dressed up and perfectly put together but right now you look all sweaty and disheveled. I like it.”
Blaine rolled his eyes at Sebastian’s flirting. He snagged a mug out of the cabinet and poured his coffee. He knew how Sebastian liked his coffee and added just the right amount of sugar and milk before bringing it to the table. He saw Sebastian raise his eyebrow curiously but he just shook his head and flopped down into the chair beside him. He opened his bottle and drank half of it in one long gulp then pressed the cold bottle to his face.
“So tell me what’s going on in your pretty little head.” Sebastian said casually. He took a sip of his coffee and grinned when he tasted that it was perfect.
“Everything has been really stressful lately. My dad is breathing down my neck about college applications. The New Directions have fallen apart since most of the original members graduated last year. Artie thinks that because he has so much ‘directing experience’ that he should be the leader of glee club-- and he is a monster. He’s constantly barking orders. He wants me to be the lead soloist because I’m good but he always wants more from me. My classes are hell. I really never should have transferred.” Blaine sighed and let his head drop down to the table.
“And the boxing? Is that something that’s new because you’ve never mentioned it before.”
“No, I’ve been boxing for years actually. I just don’t like to talk about it. It feels like I’m bragging about being tough or something. I just do it when I’m really stressed or angry-- it helps me calm down and refocus.”
“You don’t looked unstressed. In fact, you look more stressed. What else do you do to relieve stress?” Sebastian looked up at him from beneath his eyelashes and Blaine felt his mouth go dry.
Blaine knew that it was a loaded question. When he and Kurt had been together, Kurt had always helped him relax. Early in their relationship it was cuddling or back rubs. More recently it was sex-- and it had been the best stress reliever that Blaine had ever found. After his fights with Finn or whenever McKinley would get to be too much, Kurt would always come back to his house and touch him. Nothing else ever mattered when they were having sex and Blaine missed the feeling.
Sebastian chuckled knowingly. Blaine cleared his throat and took another drink of his powerade. He chanced a look at Sebastian and found that the other boy was still watching him intently, as if waiting for an answer.
“I dunno. I guess I usually just box.” Blaine lied.
“What if I said that I could help you relax?”
“Sebastian, we can’t.” Blaine said immediately.
“Why not? You’re single.”
“Because I’m just not ready for that just yet.” Blaine sighed.
“Look, it’s not secret that I want you. I’m not going to pretend to be noble about this-- I want to have sex with you. But, I think it might help you feel better. I know you’re lonely and that you have a lot going on right now. Wouldn’t you like to forget about that for a little while and just enjoy yourself? Surely you’re tired of only having that punching bag for company.”
“I’m not going to be another notch on your bedpost, Sebastian.” Blaine said, his voice firm.
“You won’t be. B, we’re actually friends. I came over here to check on you because I haven’t seen you in weeks. I know Kurt’s back in town so I figured you must have went into hiding or something. Would I do that for anyone else?”
Blaine shook his head slowly.
“Just let me take care of you. If you don’t like it, we can stop. I’m not going to rape you. I prefer my partners willing and actively participating.” Sebastian gave him a sharp grin and Blaine felt his resistance melting. He really did miss having someone close to him.
“I need to take a shower first. I’m really gross.”
“Alright. Do you want me to wait for you here?” Sebastian tipped back his cup and drank the last bit of his coffee.
“No, you can come upstairs. I’ll just be a couple of minutes.” Blaine grabbed his bottle and started towards the stairs.
Blaine was quiet as he took Sebastian to his bedroom. He could feel his stomach knotting up with nervousness but he tried to ignore it. He wanted to do this-- he really did-- but he was afraid that he wouldn’t live up to Sebastian’s standards. He was no where near as experienced as Sebastian. His hands shook as he opened the bedroom door and Sebastian sighed heavily. Blaine turned to ask him what was wrong-- but was cut off by Sebastian capturing his lips with his own. The kiss was hot and passionate and everything Blaine had been missing. Blaine wrapped his arms tightly around Sebastian’s neck and moaned into his mouth. Sebastian allowed him to cling to him for several minutes before gently disentangling himself.
“Alright, go take your shower now. I’ll be right here waiting.” He murmured, pressing a kiss just below Blaine’s ear. Blaine whimpered and rushed off towards the bathroom.
Blaine took a very fast, but thorough, shower. He skipped his conditioner and quickly jumped out of the shower stall. Blaine didn’t want to keep Sebastian waiting for too long. He wrapped his towel around his waist and made his way down the hall to his room. He pushed his door open and barely had a chance to breathe before Sebastian had him pressed up against the wall and was kissing his fervently. Blaine groaned and tangled his hands in Sebastian’s hair. His towel was barely clinging to his hips now and Sebastian tugged at it quickly and let it fall to the floor. Sebastian had already taken off his own shirt and Blaine couldn’t help pressing their bare chests together.
“Eager, aren’t you?” Sebastian growled, trailing kisses down Blaine’s neck.
“It’s been awhile.” Blaine whined, tilting his head back to give Sebastian more skin to nip at.
“Lucky for you, I already dug through your drawer and found your lube and condoms. How do you feel about me fucking you right here?”
Blaine lifted his right leg and wrapped it tightly around Sebastian’s waist. Sebastian reached into his back pocket and pulled out the bottle of lube he’d found and quickly slicked up his fingers. Blaine let his eyes slip closed when he felt Sebastian’s wet fingers tracing around his hole. He relaxed as best he could and moaned when Sebastian pressed two fingers inside. The stretch was a bit overwhelming at first but Sebastian moved his fingers carefully until Blaine was rocked back against his hand and whimpering. Then he added a third finger. Blaine cried out sharply and bucked backward, forcing his fingers deeper inside of him.
“I’m ready.” Blaine gasped.
“Are you sure? I know it’s been a few months since you’ve done this-- I don’t want to hurt you.”
“I’m sure. Please Sebastian.” Blaine pleaded, his eyes wide and so trusting. He knew Sebastian would take care of him.
Sebastian carefully sat Blaine’s leg on the ground and stepped back. He grabbed the condom out of his pocket and held it between his teeth while he kicked his jeans and underwear to the floor. He unwrapped the condom next and slid it on before allowing Blaine to wrap his leg back around his waist. He lifted Blaine up so that both his legs were wrapped securely around him then balanced him against the wall so he could position himself at his stretched entrance. Blaine clung to his neck tightly as he slowly sank down on Sebastian’s cock.
“Fuck Blaine, you’re so tight.” Sebastian growled, gripping Blaine’s hips hard enough to bruise.
“Move, please. Fuck me.” Blaine moaned, his hips twitching restlessly.
Sebastian pulled back then snapped his hips roughly. Blaine cried out and let his head fall forward to rest on Sebastian’s shoulder. Sebastian established a steady rhythm, thrusting hard in and out of Blaine. He mouthed at Blaine’s neck and shoulders, leaving purple bite marks all across his olive skin. He wanted Blaine to be his and he wanted everyone who saw him to know it. He thrusted harder, loving the way Blaine clawed at his back and groaned in his ear. He wanted to keep Blaine like this forever.
“I can be yours Seb… I can be yours, please…” Blaine whimpered.
Sebastian’s rhythm faltered and he realized that he had been speaking out loud. He moaned and pressed his mouth against Blaine’s in a hot kiss. Blaine gasped in his mouth and clung to him tighter. It was too perfect and Sebastian could feel his orgasm building. He pressed Blaine against the wall harder for balance then brought one hand up to wrap around Blaine’s leaking erection. It only took a few strokes before Blaine was arching hard against his chest and coming between them. Sebastian could feel his come smearing between them and he snapped his hips up hard as his own orgasm hit him. They stayed right where they were for a long moment, both of them catching their breath before they tried to move. Then Sebastian gripped Blaine harder and pushed off the wall. He carefully laid him down on the bed and went about getting them cleaned up. Luckily Blaine had tissues on his side table and Sebastian used several to make them more presentable. The watched Blaine snuggle down under the blankets before tossing the tissues in the trashcan and reaching for his pants.
“Where are you going, Seb?” Blaine asked, his voice pouty.
“I was getting dressed. Your parents will be back later.” Sebastian explained.
“Just lock the door and come back here. They aren’t going to come check on me.”
Sebastian stared at Blaine for a long time. He’d never stayed with anyone that he’d slept with before-- but he’d also never slept with Blaine. H walked over and locked the door before climbing back into bed. Blaine immediately draped himself across his chest and sighed happily.
“Are you feeling better?” Sebastian asked as he ran his fingers through Blaine’s still damp curls.
“Mhm. Sleepy now.” Blaine yawned.
“Ok, go to sleep then.”
“Please be here when I wake up.” Blaine looked up at him with wide eyes again and Sebastian knew he was lost.
“I will be. You might need more stress relief tomorrow.”