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[hoodesire]

i wonder, when will the day come when im not depresed, i dont have low self esteem i wont worry about about the way i look, the extra 30 pounds will leave my body. when i can be confident, the day when i'll stop crying in my sleep, the day i stop worrying if my girl will leave me one day. 
the day that i will stop failing tests, the day i stop

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[_stylishxrock]

you know..
it takes awhile!
I used to totally stress everything..
then it made me physically sick!
yes, stress && worrying too much
can make you sick!
i used to worry about my ex bf
who i totally not over , my unchangeable
looks && my changeable looks.
it was almost psycho. i used to actually
think and hope that some kind of magic
person would come and tell me i had three wishes
&& with each wish i wish for 7 more wishes.
-removal of my braces , longer hair , better skin ,
flatter stomach , smaller feet , a little shorter , etc..
then i realized that i'm me && i can't expect people to
accept me if i don't.
it's a wonderful feeling when you do.
good luck with that!
if you need anyone to talk to about it..
i'm totally here. =)

[hoodesire]

thanks for the advice, it just that sometimes everything in my life overwhelms me all at the same time

[passionata]

I'm still to find a person who is completely happy with themselves.
My advice to you would be just to enjoy your blessings.
You might wish to get rid of that 30 lbs but do you hear your gf complaining?
Nobody is perfect, hun and it will take time for you maybe to find a place where you don't stress as much but it will come.
♥

[hoodesire]

man i feel you, its just i hate the stress.
i want that contentness that i know someone in the world has.
i want complete confidence.
i just dont know where to find it
and that true my girl aint complaining, but where in the same boat now.
... thanks. i hope i find that place too.