Well. Its out. Mom knows my grades. And its only a matter of sentences into a conversation until Dad will too.

Hooray for the worst day ever. Today SUCKED. IT FUCKING SUCKED. And it just got even worse.
Yay how I FUCKING LOATHE today. SHIT MOTHER FUCKING DAY. DIE. FUCK. DIE.
FUCK!!!!!!!!!!

Happy St. Patrick's Day!
Weeeeeee!

St. Patty's Day tomorrow! Wheeeeeee! Don't forget to wear green. Man if I see you not wearing green tomorrow, it's all over. Word. You will get pinched by me. I'm gonig to go in the courtyard and look for 4 leaf clovers. Yes so I had a good time this weekend, but this was really a bad weekend for Leadership weekend at camp. Because It gave me ( Read more... )

Leadership Training at camp this weekend. It was great. Yay. Winnataska. I missed you. It was fun. Saw old friends, made new friends. I slept so much. Whenever we had freetime I was sleeping. It was wierd. Very nice and comfy and relazing sleeps though. Did some Daniel Boone-ing (trail-blazing), campfire-ing, DAH SHMAHHH-ing. And smart lucky Jill ( Read more... )

OKAY!!!!!! HUGE DOUBLE SUPER NIGHT!!!
I got... my prom dress!!!!! It's perfect and really pretty!
And....
and...
A new kitty!!!!!! Completely random and spontaneous purchase.
But... name poll. Please answer!!!!

Eowyn
Amelie
Anastasia

And, it is so amazing that they found that girl, Elizabeth Smart. THat is such a miracle. It just is... wow.

I don't like what this is turning into. I don't like the way I often feel. I wish I could not care and not worry. I wish I could just make it stop. Too much. Too often.

Jills emotional scale + - + - + -

Yay Me and Katie are the hot chorus bitches. Acessories not included. My internet was unhooked tonight. So no socialness for Jill except for a 2 minute conversation with Katie right before I came upstairs to go to bed. I got Philly Connection tonight!!! Yahooooo! I played Sims tonight. I haven't played it in a while. Made a new person whose name is ( Read more... )

Reading up on emotional wellness at MSN Health. A good topic for me. Right now I'm on this, Emotional Distress Leads to Self Doubt-A tendency for the child to blame themselves for failures and attributing successes to external factors. For example, blaming themselves for a failed test because of their stupidity ( Read more... )

Me and Alison rock your face way off ( Read more... )