Well im not sure whats wrong with me but for the first time in a long time I really really wished I was someone else. Im tired of everything about my self. I wish my hair was different, I wish I could be skinnier and most of all, I wish I had someone in my life. I have being lonely so much. And with the simple fact that I know im dating someone. I ( Read more... )

WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME?: kortnee marie de caussin ( Read more... )

hmm well today went okay. i had to go effin register for school witch is always fun. Ha um not. bah i start school in one week from now. im not happy. i hate the people at my school. some kids are just so gay. bah. but w/e ill get over it. i always do. i got my hair cut yesterday. no need to take pix tho. it was more of just a trim and a color. so ( Read more... )

I think I'm drunk enough to drive you home now ( Read more... )

ha seriously. what is wrong with me. once again iv found another ass hole to go and hurt me. jesus. are there seriously any nice guys out there? or am i just like to retarded to fine one.

i just realized i think the reason why i party and get drunk so much is that i really have nothing better to do. if i had a boyfriend i think i would be spending so much time with him every nite and weekend that there really would not be all this time to party and be stupid. wich i would like a lot better b/c all this sneaking out and what not is ( Read more... )

i feel so useless ( Read more... )

So hmm my summer. It has really had its up's and down's. I have had the best time partyin it up with all my friends for sure but i dunno. I guess the best thing that has happenend to me this summer was meeting and getting to kno ryan. The guy I was dating and am now not. I dunno long story why we broke up, an i guess u could say its been a little ( Read more... )

Yeah okay well haha once again. Im feeling very down about not having anyone. I done know im just really confused and hurt right now. I feel like all I ever do is bitch about not having someone. Witch is dumb. But im just really sick of always hanging out with friends an having everyone go off with there b/f.g/f and me being stuck with no one. so ( Read more... )

alright, so I kno everyone who reads this will either tell me im sorry or to hang in there b/c im young an ill find someone. Well fuck that haha im not looking for a soul mate or any shit like that. i just want a guy to love me an treat me like his queen. and although that is not much to ask, its hard to find. bahhh iv been so fucking pissed an ( Read more... )