Chris' whole trip about not wanting to be in a relationship with me makes sense now. I think its very cute that he has been thinking about marrying me and spending our lives together. I would not have seen that coming and I think its really sweet. His problem then is this: He does not want to get into a potential marriage situation with me ( Read more... )

I've been wanting to post for awhile, I think. But I have not, and alas, I think I am done with you LiveJournal.

Me: I found it ( Read more... )

I'm not quite sure whats going on, how its gonna work, or how bad its gonna hurt, but hey, only fools fall in love.

Why, when all you do is love someone til your heart could explode and put all you have into trying to make someone feel like the most special and wonderful person in the world, do you end up losing it all? All I ever wanted to do was show him that he was the best thing in my life. All I wanted to do was be there for him, to help him through tough ( Read more... )

It takes something really awful to happen for you to realize how much people care about you. Mayim, Megan, mom, dad, Liz, Gia, Kelly, and Caity: Thanks you guys so much for being there for me, you dont know how much it means.

I've never been so sad in my life. He's gone.

Today I was inducted into the psychology honors society, I got a promotion at work, and I almost broke up with my boyfriend. Its been a really rough day, to say the least. Right now I need someone to cuddle me and play with my hair until I fall asleep.

There's something I shouldnt be thinking about right now. But I'm thinking about it...a lot. Its doing me no good to be thinking about it; its just making me more stressed out and sad, but its such a big thing to me that I cant stop. I'm feeling all fatalist and negative about it when I want so badly to be positive. This quarter is an awful ( Read more... )

I am just SO burned out.