why in hell am i awake...?

Jun 02, 2004 04:56

i never wake up in the middle of the night and wake up for like 3 hours. i have watched connan o'brien and even the 5th wheel. i am so bored. my mom went out of town this morning. i woke up tonight expecting her to wake up also, ask me if i am ok and talk to me...but instead i was greeted by the scilence and emptiness of her room. its weird to say ( Read more... )

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70percentchoco June 2 2004, 18:14:41 UTC
I don't laugh. I think it's rather heroic to put your personal thoughts down before the world. It's more than I can say for myself.
I think overall moms are truly beneficial as well. I'm so sorry about your sister =/.
Get some sleep!

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hooligan64 June 3 2004, 04:16:33 UTC
i tried, but i couldnt. thanks for the encouragment!:)

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if there is one thing i can promise... it is this: xsillyxsadnessx June 4 2004, 02:28:57 UTC
you will never lose me. i swear it. if i am far from you, i will drive at least every other day to come to you. even just to give you a fatty hug.

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lovexxcat June 4 2004, 03:37:38 UTC
You should have called me, deary. I'm two hours ahead, and sadly I was awake at 5 AM your time.

I'm sorry about you being lonely. I never realized how much I missed my mom either until I was gone. They are nice to have around. :) I'm sorry to hear about your sister. I loved her. She was the coolest thing since sliced bread. Ha, no, but she was awesome.

I hate change too. I feeeeel ya. Have a fun time by yourself or with Mister Mason or with Jordan. Whomever you are with.

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I felt the fallen stars encircle me, now as i cry. drainedmybrain June 5 2004, 06:12:01 UTC
You should not worry about anyone laughing at you. Reading your entry made me wonder, "why? why in all the lonely world is she the way she is?" you manage to be a very loving, sweet person. Most people i know -oh, god, forgive me for what i'm about to say-, with a family like yours are very rude, hermit-like, and only portray there family life upon others [in the form of well, fuckers]. even though i really didn't see you too often and normally only in the 800 building during first hour, you never did such a thing and were very kind to me. Iknow i had my moments of idiocy and you shouldn't have treated me so, but that just goes to show what kind of person you are. If and when you move, i will be very sad because i heart you a bunch.

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