yea so life sucks.. and i think i'm gunna kill myself

so yea, went to ayer, got grounded, lost a boyfriend... gained one... now i'm just chillin here in my fucking house bored as shit.. and no one likes to call me so all of you can fuck off. but yea, i'm not grounded anymore... well kinda.. i can probably get out of it.. but i have no fiends so it doesnt matter anyway. i love you david.

It's the beginning of the end and
I don't know where I lost control

It's the beginning of the end and
I know that i am all alone

It's the beginning of the end and
I don't know where I went so wrong

i know i stole this from eric sorry but i had to...

yea so i love how people make plans with out me.. and then they go and say i'm never around. it pisses me right the fuck off... well what ever... i had a pretty amazing week. i went to weekie peekie and went swimming... i went to jay jay's and smoked a shit-ton of hydro... and i did something i definately shouldnt have done but i did any way like ( Read more... )

well i am going to the mall around 530 and probably just chillin with eric, nick, brian, and chad... umm.. yea well i guess thats it. .... . oh bill call me tomorrow i havent talked to you all day .... i miss you, mcl, chileeto

its so fucking hot out today... i thinki'm gunna die. oh well. today i have to clean my room so amanda can sleep over, then i think i'm hanging out with bill and josh.... i want to go swimming.. if anyone wants to chill call me or leave a comment..

yea so today i have so much shit to do... i have to hang out with erin for a little bit and then i have to hang out with bill, then i have to chill with my amanda.... shit man i dont know if i can do all of it today but, i hope so... amanda call me when you can we should make plans ( Read more... )

well today i am staying home but i can still hang out i should be home around oneish... i can still hang out today, but i have to be home around 5 30.... i dont know but call me when you get home amanda.. mcl

nobody cares, nobody cares, nobody cares. i wnt to die. nobody cares.

wow okay i dont think any of you know but i am now going out with my friend brian... and my other friend jimmy is pissed about some shit about him, i mean he doesnt even know him and he wanta to kick his ass just because i'm going out with him... he doesnt know i'm going out with him yet and he said if i do he's going to kill himself... he called ( Read more... )