well it has been a trying weekend hasnt it. friday i got to talk to michael and i thought it was all going to be ok all weekend. saturday i got up and hadnt felt good. i had already been throwing up blood but being my nieve self thouhgt nothing of it. i stood up and a sharp stabbing pain comes to my left side. i tried to be strong but i ( Read more... )

today was great. i got up and froze to death so i could be with my baby at teh breaks. i got to be with him which was great. Telena and adam were there to which was great cause we all 4 had a blast. "hand check" i am glad that they are happy like we are. we went on a trail and i had 5 inch hills on. the service was great. i was so happy to ( Read more... )

dylan will be a nun
thats all

well today was great. i got up and got ready. i dressed up cause i was so happy to see michael that night. i came home and me adn Britt got ready. we both straightened our hair and i actually tried to look nice. we played "yourmom-opoly" and had a blast. i had to change shoes and almost took britts head off. we went to see michael and he ( Read more... )

today i called michael about the same time i woke up...or a little before i woke up. i was so tired. after i got off the phone i went back to sleep which was a big mistake. i needed to take a shower and didnt wake up again until 7:28. i had to pull a major Macgyver and take a quick shower and get ready. i was in such a rush i almost forgot to ( Read more... )

hey i started of the morning with a phonecall to my one and only michael. we are together again and i am the happiest in the world. i finally got up and got ready. at church me and britt had a blast. "your mom thrills my soul. that is what jesus said. the boiling water. Cassondra 600 Brittany 10. Welcome to ChinkFest 2004. She stole his ( Read more... )

my half brothers, half sisters mom died today which happens to be one of my best friends mom. she was in a car accident and a tree limb went through her head. it breaks my heart to think that that little girl who is in the 6th or 7th grade whome i have helped raise since she was born has just now lost her mother. her mom was her life and now she ( Read more... )

i would like to start off by saying that whoever is trying to hurt me through michale better watch out. i know some of the ppl who are telling him this shit and if i find out anyone else who is saying this shit will get their asses kicked. if you want to hurt me then that is fine but dont hurt michael too because he doesnt deserve it. i dont ( Read more... )

well i woke up today and apart from my usual mornings i didnt get to talk to michael. i got up after laying in bed waiting for him to call but knowing that he wouldnt. Savannah Mullins, my little cousin, went with us today cause something came up that Britt couldnt go. everything i saw reminded me of michael. there was the convient stores that ( Read more... )

yesterday was definatly one of the worse days of my life. my entire world came falling apart right in front of my tear stained face. all i have done is cried and cried and when i didnt think that i could cry anymore i woke up this morning and cried even more. i went to sleep last night with "Broken" playing on my CD player and it nearly killed ( Read more... )