i finally started working. the job is definitely not something i would want to do long term, but its pretty cool for right now. i'm not usually into dressing like i'm working in an office, but dressing up for work is actually pretty cool. i made the mistake of wearing heels (ouch!) to work on Saturday, and i will NEVER wear them again!! wearing ( Read more... )

wow, things are not looking so good right now for Christas, as far as presents from me go. i have just started working, and i don't really have that much money to spend on gifts. and since eric isn't working, things are going to be really really rough. which sucks. Christmas is such an important time to me. i haven't gone a single year without ( Read more... )

man, i havent made a journal entry in forever!! well a lot has been happening since my last entry. first of all, i dont feel crappy about me and my husband anymore. i have decided that although he isnt perfect and sometimes does stupid things, he does love me or he wouldnt be with me. he does and says sweet things sometimes, like he was talking ( Read more... )

this has been the most horrible week for me. i've been feeling so down. i dont even really understand whats wrong. i have been having all these weird feelings concerning my husband, like what if he is cheating on me? what if he is going behind my back with someone else? i dont know if i am just imagining things or what, but its really hard on me. i ( Read more... )

wow, so many ppl have opinions about politics...and i bet more than half of those ppl didnt even bother to vote. if u didnt bother to vote then u really shouldnt complain that Bush is pres again and how bad he sucks. thats just dumb ( Read more... )

well today is the day to cast your vote for our next pres. i am going to go out and vote as soon as i leave school. i hope its not crowded, i hate waiting in crowds. i am voting for Bush. he seems like the more logical choice, and seems like he is an all around better pres than Kerry would ever be. i just dont like the looks of Kerry. he has made ( Read more... )

well today is probably going to be a boring day. its freezing cold outside, and gloomy and rainy. ugh. i so did not want to come to school today. i was dreading getting up this morning. i took some sleeping pills last night so i could sleep better, and i totally knocked out without even knowing i had fallen asleep. eric took my glasses off for me i ( Read more... )

man, i have been SO busy lately! i feel really bad not being able to get online and post at all my communities...it sucks not having the internet at home. but i have had tons of homework and papers to write...i really have to get good grades this semester so i can graduate in 2006. i am a little behind in my math *ugh* so i gotta catch up ( Read more... )

well not much going on right now. i turned in that stinkin english essay *ugh*. well it wasnt even really due today, she just wanted us to exchange it with someone else and let them read over it and say what they liked about it or thought needed to be changed. so now i have to make the corrections and stuff and turn in the actual essay thursday. ( Read more... )

im so glad that this school week is over. what sucks, though, is that i have tons of work thats gonna be due next week. well not TONS but i have a paper to write for english on violence in the media and i havent even started researching it! ugh! and i have a midterm in my political science class next thursday. it doesnt seem too bad, tho, he has 12 ( Read more... )