omg i have such a headache...today was boring, i just went to school and came home...i haven't called anyone in a few days. i haven't really felt like talking. i did have to write an essay in my english class though, i hope i got a good grade. i probably didn't though, now that i think about it my essay wasn't all that great. well i am still kinda ( Read more... )

well today is going to be a boring day, i can tell. i don't care if its labor day, there still isn't crap going on. plus i feel really sad...i think eric is going to get his cell turned back on. i hope he doesn't, though. i just don't think i could trust him and stay with him if he has it again. i always think about when i first found out he was ( Read more... )

man i am tired! eric and me went to Knotts Berry Farm today, it was alot of fun, but it was super hot outside. it was like 90 degrees and burning up. we got on some water rides to cool off, unfortunately eric DID NOT get even the tiniest bit wet, but luckily, all the water just seemed to fly in my direction. i got soaked, so it cooled me off for a ( Read more... )

awww i'm sad. eric and i just had a fight. he is mad becuz i punched him in the stomach...i didn't mean to hit him so hard!! i was just messing around and don't know my own strength i guess lol. oopsie! well i went to school today, the school is so overcrowded...i think everyone that thought they would avoid the big crowds of the main campus came ( Read more... )

ok i don't get ppl online sometimes. why do they take it so serious and get all bent out of shape over little things??? its beyond me. my online buddy of like 3 years started talking crap to me because i asked her if she was talking crap about Isabel (who is my REAL friend that i have known for 3 years IN PERSON). Isabel is pregnant and her and Jen ( Read more... )

why is it that eric thinks he knows everything about everything?? he is supposed to be doing that real estate deal with his stupid friend james. they get a loan for a house, james dad builds the house, eric and james sell real estate agent sells the house, eric and james share the profit of the sell of the house. sounds great, right...but i keep ( Read more... )

sorry, its lyrics from an Avril Lavigne song thats stuck in my head! but there really isn't much going on today since my check won't come til tomorrow or Tuesday! this weekend has been super boring and i have been super lazy. there aren't even any good movies coming on today. i wish there were! maybe i will watch a dvd or something...oooh speaking ( Read more... )

i feel alot better today. i dunno why i was feeling so down and out of it the past few days...but i feel ok now. i know that even if they don't always say it, my family does appreciate me...maybe the things i do go overlooked but i know they love me. my husband too...he is sweet and he is a GUY, what can i expect? they always do and say stupid ( Read more... )

i sometimes wonder about my life...how is it that good things rarely happen to me? and if they do, or i'm happy, theres always something to bring me down. i am so tired of being so nice and being such a good person and a good wife and no one appreciates it. i'm tired of feeling like no one cares about me. i try so hard to make everyone else happy, ( Read more... )

today was SO boring. i was supposed to go to the mall with my mom, but i'm kinda glad i didn't cuz i'm broke until Monday and i hate going to the mall with little or no cash! it sucks cuz i always see something i want and i can't get it. so i ended up doing nothing today. eric got off work early and said he was going to James (ugh i hate him) house ( Read more... )