I'll be short and to the point ( Read more... )

Yes, I think so. This is definitely emotional hell. I no longer allow people to use me. New rule of mine. I am half aries, damnit. I should not let people use me. I will NOT be the other woman. It's not happening. Not now, not ever. I wouldn't want anyone doing that to me. And he's getting amrried to her! He's engaged and he didn't tell me. I had ( Read more... )

The world was on fire, no-one could save me but you ( Read more... )

Merry Christmas everyone. I miss you all.
No update on the grandparents. This is the season for merriment, and the news is not very merry.

Love Morgan

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Everything has gone to hell in a handbasket, and I am hanging alongside for the ride. Deserey has shown herself to be a fair-weather friend. Everyone said.. but I didn't think so ( Read more... )

I do not care if I am miserable. It does not matter to me, as long as everyone around me is okay. I put others before me. That's just how I work. To be called selfish, wastefull, ignorant and blind is VERY insulting, but I take offense to the selfish most of all. I am not selfish. I came back for my grandparents, not for my friends, not for my ( Read more... )

Only Dez supports my decision to come home. Goddamnit! I am fully capable of deciding what I need to do with my life. Just because I take a small detour doesn't mean I am never going to get my degree. So I'm not on the normal route. So what? Is that any reason to belittle my thinking? And WHY on EARTH do they dare to think I am coming back for ( Read more... )

They won't let me wait the semester out. They say I have to leave now. They cannot have students about who are not intending to finish the semester. So I rented a UHAUL for a little over three hundred dollars, and am packing it today. Tomorrow I will leave at noon. I should be in VA by six. That reminds me, I have to print out directions today ( Read more... )

I had all night to think about it. I am leaving Thanksgiving break. I will not wait the semester out. They may not have that long, and i will never forgive myself if I place time here above time with them.