oooook. so. today, i took my resume in to Jamie's Hamburger (a little cute diner on Chambers and 18th) and just now while i was at the laundromat the manager called me in for an interview tomorrow!!! that happened sooooooo quick!!!! yayayayayayayayayayayayayayaayayayayay!!!!!!

that lyric in my title doesn't really have anything to do with me right now (as they so often do), i just have that song stuck in my head. i truly looooooooooooove it. yay. back to topic on hand: OUCH. yep. OOUUUCCCHHH. christmas night may not happen. it hurts bad. my brother, dad, and bro's friend are, at this exact moment, carrying a new big ( Read more... )

so yeah. it's obviously been rough lately. the worst week/end ever actually. so much crying. so much. no friends, at all. not allowed to love anymore. the world hates me.

so fighting? nope. we aren't fighting anymore. that's good, right? ....i think i'd rather fight. i'm just unwanted now. he is not okay with me, and just does not want me anymore ( Read more... )

i cried twice at work today. i hate everything. i hate my job, i want to quit in the worst way, but i can't because i need the money. i'm getting accused of shit that i am not doing AGAIN, and now some of the managers want to "replace" me. then right before im supposed to get off on my second shift, actually this is after i already clocked off, the ( Read more... )

where the frik are my shoes?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!??!?!???????????????!!!!!!!!!!!?!?!?!?!?!?!??AAHHHHHH
and why is my nose so flipping infected and bloody and gross???????!!!!!!!!!!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!??!

annnddd i want to watch forrest gump, and have a harry potter marathon!

My Apology: Some of the mean things I have said on here have been purely out of rage, and not necessarily truthful. So I would like to give an official "I'm sorry". I hope he can understand.

so yea. my world has self destructed. today was the worst day of my life. i was depressed. seriously depressed. i layed in bed all day. i left my room for the first time at about 4:15pm, only because i had to take a shower and get ready for work. i hate fighting. i screamed at him. literally. i SCREAMED. work sucked. tonight was horrible. im really ( Read more... )

i was going to make a "im bored" entry, and fill it with pics from the last two days ( Read more... )

for you to grow up and get over this. its not too cool, throwing up all morning sick from what you might have done or done it with. I swear, If I could take your pain and frame it and hang it on my wall. Maybe you wouldnever have to hurt at all, I'm painting pictures in red and blue......A portrait bruised just like you......And now you're walking ( Read more... )

so i'm back in my "i hate the fucking world and they can all die" mood. seriously though, they could fucking all drown tonight and i literally laugh. i hate them so much. pure jealous rage. and i fucking have to go to work in 45 minutes, and i just fucking got off work an hour ago. FUCK double shifts. FUCK double shifts when im really sick feeling ( Read more... )