so this weekend was pretty rad.
i really need new friends. i need more.

i feel like i could cry forever right now.
and not a soul would care.

im trying so hard to keep my cool, but i fucked up.
and it is absolutely killing me inside.

i am having friend issues, and the only person i can/want to talk to about it, refuses to talk to me. refuses to do ( Read more... )

but they can always depend on me to be at their beconing call. and i always am, because i love and care and am not a bitch. you can't call me annoying because i want to spend time with someone i love. especially since i am being/feeling replaced by a new roommate. last night was absolute bullshit.

"ive been trying to get rid of you for a year now."
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( the latest hole in my body. )

its been a few days since i've been on here. in that time, i've worked alot, fought with my dad, the new term started (Bio 102, Bio 103, WR 122, and ANTH 101), michelle and i found an apartment and we are super excited to move in, and jeffs roommate marcus moved in. that made me sad. hanging out last night was fun and great and stuff, but more like ( Read more... )

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{edit} i didn't go to the show yesterday {/edit}

i pretty much hate my dad. i'll explain. it is my only day of from work and school, since, well forever. i have things i have/want to do today, since i don't really have alot of spare time. he called me at 6am this morning to ask if i had to work and the second i said no .. jumped down my throat " ( Read more... )

yesterday was the dumps, and i got off work an hour and a half late to find that i had no plans for the night. that bit. i drove around for a bit (its my therapy) then came home and watched some tv. big woop. got an enlightening phone call really late, and again, i left my home. neat ( Read more... )

ok first of all, this song i'm listening to amazing. Tegan and Sarah - Welcome home. oh my. i LOVE it ( Read more... )

im in a sour mood this morning.
angry; hurt; concerned.

why is your phone still off?? i need to know you are alive

awesome. good morning. got in a fight. attepmting to make up for it very soon. photo final. i sucked, my teacher loved it and i got 1 of 2 A's in the class. YES. pretty much failed sociology. i think my teacher recorded the wrong grade for my last quiz. there is NO WAY i got an 8/20. no way. i was sure i aced it. shitfucker ( Read more... )