i feel dead, literally.
i might as well be.

my head really hurts.
my eyes are blurry. i need to get my glasses from jeff's house. they've been there forever.

my heart hurts. it has been betrayed. by everyone.

so, after my fall this morning, i went to work as usual. except totally messed up. i was limping (from hitting my leg) and just kept getting random pains everywhere. not to mention weird vision. and just not moving. when i got off, i had to beg my mom to take me to Urgent Care. but, finally (and after jeff had me promise him i'd go) she took me. we ( Read more... )

for a split second, i forgot my dad sprayed cleaner in the shower. i knew the whole time i was undressing, going potty. i knew. but just that split second that i put my first foot in, i forgot. falling was a complete blur. i have no idea what i hit my leg on. there is a giant rock hard bump on my shin. my head. my head slammed into the slanted part ( Read more... )

you think you know, but you have no idea ( Read more... )

blasphemy!! today was a good day!

*pause  .. i have to see what i already wrote about today*

ok im back. today i went to old navy, pretty much because the whole store is on sale. i got some real hot pants, and 2 scarfs. dang, wish i would have looked a little more thoroughly at my yellow scarf. it is literally like 11 feet long. like .. both ends ( Read more... )

i decided it was time to post more pics, but i'm too lazy to scan or upload any at this moment, so here are some pictures from san francisco. they were taking on a family vacation to great america in early july.

( rice o roni )

SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so, i got into my biology class!!!!!!!!!! and i have friends in it! but, i just went to register, and oddly enough, it is the ONLY class that is not open for me. maybe i wrote down the wrong course number on the add slip?? crap. i went to 1 class yesterday, and pretty much am only getting in becaues the teacher remembers ( Read more... )

this song doesn't really have alot of relevance to my life right now, but i am completely  ( obsessed with it )

so, i don't think today (so far) could have gotten anymore ironic/sad/happy/sunny/depressing/unpredictable ( Read more... )

one week.
7 days.
jesus christ, one week!
last sunday night.
ugh, it was perfect!
it was happiness.
it was dinner.
it was shopping.
damnit, this weekend ruined everything.
but nothing even happened.
its just fucking gone.
suddenly.
randomly.
for NO reason.
go back to dinner with me.
tomorrow night.
one week to fix.