HELP ME!

[hope_rush]

Mkay. This entry's public, for the specific purpose that I just want anyone's help I can get.

I'm feeling really shitty, I think I'm going into relapse again. I haven't slept in 4 days, and I don't plan on it anymore. Well, if anyone knows how I can cheer myself up, don't hesitate to let me know.


I'm sorry.
I can't get perfect grades.
I'm sorry.
I can't be a better girl.
I'm sorry.
I can't keep up these charades.
I'm sorry.
My mind is about to unfurl.
I'm sorry.
That you had to know me.
I'm sorry.
That you had to see.
I'm sorry.
I'm falling deeper in this ditch.
I'm sorry.
That I'm a worthless bitch.
I'm sorry.
I can't take this.
I'm sorry.
But it's you that I will miss.
I'm sorry.
I love you.
I'm sorry.
I hate you.
I'm sorry.
I'm stressed.
I'm sorry.
Put this knife through my chest.
I'm sorry.
Get over it.
I'm sorry.
I have to admit.
I'm sorry.
Don't forgive me.
I'm sorry.
Don't believe me.
I'm sorry.
Don't see me.
I'm sorry.
Don't be me.
I'm sorry.
I'm not sorry
anymore.