while at work today i got a little bored and decided to read my past entries on this thing considering ive had livejournal for 2 years. i realized how much justin impacted my life and how much time i spent drowning over him. im so glad ive matured and gotten over it. i mean i realize now that we are different people, and basically it would never ( Read more... )

Really Long Survey (over 200)What is your name?:Kelli Are you named after anyone?:dads middle, grandmas maiden- Kells What's your screename?:kellicjenk Would you name a child of yours after you?:probably not If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?:not sure If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?:not ( Read more... )

FUCKING SWEATY, expecially while moving shit. im sleeping at my new place tonight...how exciting! shitty part is i have to move everything TONIGHT and right now its 10:13PM and im waiting for my mom with a truck. should be interesting. then tomarrow morning i have to wake up at the ass crack of dawn and clean like a mofo. thank god Bill doesnt have ( Read more... )

updating i suppose ( Read more... )

just got off the phone with my brother. hes not doing so well. i feel terrible for him. when i got off the phone i just sat here and cried. i wish there was something that i could tell him to make him feel better but its so hard when i can barely take the advice myself. we are so much alike its scary. he asked me if i would come out to colorado and ( Read more... )

last weekend performed in a burlesque show with steph. it was cool. i enjoyed it a lot. looking forward to doing more ( Read more... )

last night i was slightly intoxicated and i was walking back from jessica and janines (only a block away) and in order to get home i have to walk over this bridge. while i was doing so i stopped to light a cigarette and in the mean time i decided to look around. i noticed i have a great view of the city. all the tall buildings and bright lights.its ( Read more... )

im doing better. somethings still missing. i think its sheela. i happy though. really busy.

wtf.when will everything fall into place? i really need to focus and less distractions.

no more bullshit thats for sure.
"i work em up then i crush em!"
i am who i am and no one should ever make me feel like i should be someone else.