The week is almost over, thank god. I only came back on tuesday night and it seems like I've been here forever. Maybe home won't be so good either, I wish someone from home would just pick up a phone and say hey i miss you I'm coming over! but there's no one there. Even when they are there I feel so empty. no one is there... I guess thats what I ( Read more... )

I feel like there's so much to say and yet words can't describe any of it

I just can't believe that Buddy died....

Well….Live Journal sucks officially because this is like the third time I’ve written and it always goes blank. Which sucks more than you know, however every time I write shit out it helps me feel better., so I guess in a way it’s all worth it. I feel shitty right now, I think I’m getting sick. My head’s pounding and my throats getting a little ( Read more... )

I just wrote a shit load and it disappeared!!!!!!!

It's time to let you go ( Read more... )

my heart hurts and I'm so alone

Sorry about that...I think I'll reread before I post next time...Sorry for all the errors

Wow I can't believe its only Tuesday...its been such a horrble week so far. I decided to start taking my medications again for alittle while. I've been pretty moody and down the last two weeks at times and certainly now. Hopefully soon this will all be past and me all smiles like last week. I will always have suicial thoughts...I remember the dr. ( Read more... )

Here's a little excerpt from a favorite movie for you. I think it'll come out better than me trying to write how upset I am right now...Thanks alot ( Read more... )