i'm so happy to know that all my friends made up with their boyfriends, but nooone bothered to make up with me. at least, that's how it appears. whatever. my apology was sincere and they can do with it what they want.
I can only speak for myself... Making up with Chris could never compare with the trouble I would have in making up with you. I knew at that point in time that he didn't want to be with me and he was dating Holly anyway. You, on the other hand, were very much my best friend and confidant. I told you everything and still you found your way to my heart(Chris). Even as much of a friend as you were and how you could still do that to me, I'll never know. And so now you complain about me making up with Chris well frankly I don't give a damn. I don't trust you and him telling me made me trust him that much more. Just knowing you could take something special to so many other people. I always told myself well she would never do it to me so why not still be her friend.. but you did and here we are now.
yes i did make up with Matt. and yeah right now i really have no desire to make up with you. And don't try to act like oh everyone should pitty you b/c people aren't talking to you. You brought this on yourself. I only know how i am feeling about all this so i will tell you... I think my situation had to be just about the worst. b/c u were (well i thought you were) my best friend and you knew me and matt were together and you knew how happy i was with him. i mean with lynsey and matt black... u weren't that close to lynsey and that's what u would say all the time...to justify it or something. then with sonya and chris... they weren't together at the time and that's what you told me... to make it seem ok in your mind i guess. but with me and matt... there is no excuse jackie. And don't think that i'm not mad at matt. b/c i am. but it's different. i mean i want so bad to believe that u truly are sorry and you would never do something like this again... but i don't know if i can. b/c it has happened so much. it should've never happened
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Even as much of a friend as you were and how you could still do that to me, I'll never know. And so now you complain about me making up with Chris well frankly I don't give a damn. I don't trust you and him telling me made me trust him that much more. Just knowing you could take something special to so many other people. I always told myself well she would never do it to me so why not still be her friend.. but you did and here we are now.
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