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Happy 21st Steven!!!
Happy 5 Years Steve, I love you!!!<3

After a long night of loving Danielle,and Steve its bed time! however I wanted to write a quick inserpt ( Read more... )

I think I am done trying...Life goes on.

• Had some nice quality time with Steve yesterday.
• Played Mario Party with Jay and Steve. I almost won.
• Jay won by coins.
• I went to Alberts on the Alley and Sports Venue and had a good time.
• The Pistons broke my heart and lost.

Some days its best to not talk to anyone and stay in my hole. Today should of been that day....
i tear my heart open
i sew myself shut...
my weakness is that i care too much

• I know your happy with what is happening.
•  Its funny to think that the person who hates lies is becoming one herself.
• I wish I could help them.
• I love emily, I think her only hope is getting out of the relationship.
• Its been a while since I hated hated someone its funny that the 1st time I go back to hating its someone I use to adore.

• Boys lost soccer game by 2.
• I enjoyed Sara today.
• I hated Nick.
• Mom was already home from bar when I got home from game.
• No one called for me to go out.

I feel like I can't do anything right. I am so sick of this stuff.
I am tired of crying on steves shoulder about this.
and sick of feeling like I am not good enough.
I am just tired of this all and want to crawl in a hole.

"I have had enough of this game, we play, I get it I am not good enough, I get it you don't understand me. Lets just call it a day and say good-bye.The end"

LaLa-

Mario Party Sucked today!

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