Another Year...come and gone

[hopefullactress]

Well, yet again another year has come and gone with out you in it. It has been two years since my mother's death. And today i was typing a paper and i looked at the clock at 12:04, the same time i found out that my mom has died. I just started balling and i looked at her picture. I couldn't move. I went back to the EXACT moment when everything

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[cali_licious]

hey...it's maria. i got to your lj from facebook, and i had to reply to this. i kind of know how you feel. my brother died when i was young and i wasn't able to be by his side when he passed away :-/ he was like a father to me. just know that there will ALWAYS be memories in your heart and mind, they will never go away. time may pass and the pain my be worse one day than another, but know that your mom would rather see you strong than weak. life is a constant struggle; sometimes it feels more painful than joyous, but i know your mom is watching you. she's with you MORE now, you just need to know that. if you need to talk, please email me or IM me (perkybug101) i'm here for you to talk, get lunch, whatever.