"... I hope for better in November..."

[hopefulmarigold]

i feel tired but i don't feel like i can sleep yet.  i'm burning some CDs and i will not rest until they're through.

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i have resolved that i am in the anger stage of my mourning.  i also have been reminded that i have abandonment issues.  in order to deal with these

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[snowwhite2421]

Anger and violence are sort of my forte, so you know... if you ever need to talk to someone about it, I understand.

To my knowledge, you've never been an angry person, really. So while I don't know that it needs to be said, I want to say this to you: don't lose touch with where it came from. Anger can be empowering, it can be deeply motivating. But it is all too easy to lose the spark, the inception point... and then... all that's left is the anger. aaaaaaand then you end up in therapy spending tons of money trying to remember how you became so angry, and that's just no fun. ;)

I'm glad you enjoyed the batting cages. I wish I could have gone. I still can't hear out of my left ear, but hey, we can't win all the time, right? My next suggestion for healthy violence channeling: bowling. Sometimes it feels really good to throw heavy stuff.

I love you!