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WELL iTS BEEN A WHiLE! L0L iVE BEEN REALLLLLLY BUSY! BETWEEN W0RKiNG, SCH00L//MiDTERMS, DANNY, &&CHRiSTMAS SH0PPiNG, i HAVE LiKE N0 TiME F0R MYSELF ANYM0RE! L0L i W0ULDN'T CHANGE MY LiFE RiGHT N0W F0R ANYTHiNG.
i REALLY D0 MiSS MY M0M. iTS WEiRD N0T HEARiNG THE PH0NE RiNG EVERYDAY&&HEARiNG HER V0iCE 0N THE 0THER LiNE. i GUESS iT DiDNT REALLY HiT ME THAT SHE WAS REALLY G0NE F0REVER UNTiL i G0T HER ASHES YESTERDAY. iDK. i GUESS Y0U REALLY D0NT KN0W WHAT Y0U HAVE UNTiL iTS G0NE.
S0 iVE BEEN W0RKiNG LiKE CRAZY LATELY. THE LAST 3 NiGHTS i HAVENT G0TTEN 0FF 0F W0RK UNTiL MiDNiGHT. DANNY HAS BEEN TAKiNG ME&&PiCKiNG ME UP FR0M W0RK AL0T LATELY. HE MAKES ME S0 HAPPY..iTS iNSANE. i D0NT L0VE HiM. i D0NT WANT ANY0NE T0 GET THE WR0NG iMPRESSi0N 0R S0METHiNG BUT i AM FALLiNG F0R HiM&&iT SCARES ME S0 MUCH. iM JUST W0RRiED iM G0iNG T0 GET FUCKED 0VER LiKE i ALWAYS D0.
S0 DANNY TURNED 18 0N SUNDAY&&0N M0NDAY, HE WENT&&SiGNED HiS PAPERS T0 J0iN THE ARMY. &&HES G0iNG T0 BE G0NE F0R 6 M0NTHS. 9 WEEKS F0R BASiC TRAiNiNG&&THEN THE REST F0R AiT TRAiNiNG. AHH THiS SUCKS. L0L BC WE SPEND ALM0ST ALL 0F 0UR SPARE TiME T0GETHER. HMM WELL MY DAD REALLY LiKES DANNY&&ALL 0F MY FRiENDS D0 T00 S0 H0PEFULLY HES G0iNG T0 BE DiFFERENT.