i realized my right hand's middle finger is crooked on the top. i will have to show you it's pretty cool!!

a letter to my best friend ( Read more... )

i have nothing origianl to say so here is the post from my xanga...enjoy ( Read more... )

i'm ready to be anywhere else but here again...yes i am ready ( Read more... )

this is good stuff, i'll post more later, but this was fun for now...

fellowship. that simple word can mean a difference between life and death. not physical life and death, but spiritual. when we come into the company of other believers, we share a bond that nobody else has. we go through the same struggles, we share the same triumphs, we serve the same God. without fellowship, we have no one to share our ( Read more... )

i did a short devo the other night. it was about God's will for your life. it basically said that God doesn't flat out say i want you to be a doctor and you to be a missionary and you to be a bum on the street. he gives us parameters that if we take on His character and obey him to become what He wants character and servant wise then we are in His ( Read more... )

so the moon was red last night....i thought it quite odd, we thought maybe an eclipse was occuring but no one knew for sure, and i just felt like belting out "total eclipse of the heart!!" but i held it in....you are welcome!! this morning brought an amazing feeling. a quick shower to feel alive and then i was out thr door...and might i say it was ( Read more... )

i should not be at work today, i am le tired. but seriously i am drained, and i'm ready to crash. my exhaustion is making me emotional, and yes girls are normally emotional, but it's making me more emotional than noraml. i just want to cry, that's all, but at the same time, i want to hit something, or someone, and i want a hug, and.....i'm a mess ( Read more... )

i'm ready, i'm just ready, i've given up on certain things, and it feels good, i haven't lost hope, and i will not lose faith, but i can't change the ineveitable, i find there is no reason to tire myself with endless efforts in situations i can't change, i'm taking the advice in Ecclesiastes, live life, eat drink and be merry, take risks, and bring ( Read more... )