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[hopeisntofar]

 Okay I've been a shit LJ friend, but I have my reasons sooo much shit has happened. Like an example? I died June 12th and my dad spent 10 minutes giving me CPR before he even got a heartbeat, turns out I have a heart condition.. ventricular tachycardia I had what they call and ICD put in last month.. so things have been, I don't even know a word

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[hopeisntofar]

LMAO, thats funny in a terrible way.

Yeah, it was nuts, fucked up my head pretty good.. I woke up and was living a different world being told all these things, it was some terrifying shit. I won't lie I was a big ass cry baby at times I was in the hospital, I ended up being there for two weeks.

[hopeisntofar]

it was awful, and i had to wear a hear monitor the entire time so i wasn't able to leave the floor except for tests. i went stir crazy, i felt more claustrophobic then i ever have.
thank you m'dear.

[vvvaughan]

Happy birthday sweetheart. :)

[hopeisntofar]

a very late thank you love! how have you been??